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Just random ramblings

2010-05-15T02:45:00.000-07:00

Frankly speaking, it's been ages since i last blogged, that I have not a clue what am I going to write in this post.

I guess probably just some of my random ramblings and thoughts.

The past few months have been harsh but yet beautiful. Ironic but true.
Days passed by so fast.. and yet so slow. Then again, ironic.

I guess that's what happens when you have the crappy things that happen in life mingling with all the most beautiful moments.

I've been trying to find the key to life. To live life to the fullest, a way where I can find a remedy to everything, and where I can be a better person. However, the truth is, there is not one single key, which can open the door to all.

The only way is to fall, to listen, to see and to love. I think that's they 'key' for me.

To fall and to fail, is only so that you can get back up again, to learn from failures. To listen is to hear what others can advise you, especially the wise ones. To see, is so see how you can improve, as self improvement is a constant battle. Seeing is also to see what you can do for others.

Love, I believe to be the most powerful of all, is the one that brings the best out of you.

In dreams and in love, there are no impossibilities.
by Janos Arnay

Summer holidays.. What have I accomplished?

2009-12-21T20:31:00.000-08:00

Holiday starts from ( Nov 2 2009 ) and ends on ( March 2 2010). Todays date ( Dec 22 2009).

I'm gona start off by telling ya what I planned to do during this LOOONNNGGG summer holiday.

1. Read as much as I can.

2. Spend more time with my sister.

3. Read The Economist.

4. Make potpourri.

5. Learn Tango/ Salsa.

6. Swim a lot, without getting a shade darker.

7. Sing 'Two is better than one".

8. Learn how to master cooking Italian food.

etc etc. The list goes on.

NOW...

What have I accomplished?

Deng-deng-deng.. DENG.

1. I've only read half the amount I planned to.

2. Been spending heaps of time with her so all good :p

3. Haven't even read ONE magazine, no offense, those stuff are boring =(.

4. Not even one potpourri done yet.

5. Not one tango or salsa move have I accomplished.

6. Been swimming heaps but I ended up two shades darker .......... cool.....

7. Almost there?

8. Haha. My pastas are frankly still quite bad.

Oh wells. I still have time. I better hurry though. Time flies!! seriously.

Note: I'm really missing NZ and my friends <3>

Complaints VS Gratitude

2009-10-27T00:03:00.000-07:00

(I find this illustration very true)

I believe that most of you who are reading this post now is lucky and well off enough to have access to a computer, nonetheless the internet.

I realize that we, especially people in our generation have lost the simplicity of life, and we no longer find gratitude in most things we are blessed with.

For instance, I too am equally guilty of complaining whenever dinner is not up to what I wished for not realizing how many kids are starving around the world. Besides that, I have been complaining about exams and the stress that comes along. I just spend so much time complaining and complaining without using the time to sit down, reflect and realize how lucky am I to be able to study in a university doing the course I want to.. A dad and mum to ring up everyday and not have to worry about my next meal.. Or shelter.. Or clothes to wear.. Or even a nice comfy toilet to use .. haha

Many people these days tend to take for granted the fact that they have food to eat everyday (delicious meals, most of the time), a home to live in, education at the palm of their hands.. and even luxuries here and there, may it be from something small like having a cup of coffee to something big like getting a new cellphone .. etc.. etc..

I have complained for too long.. It's time I show some gratitude and thank God for all my blessings.

Like in the Bible (Luke 17:11- about the 10 Lepers)..

STATISTICS

2009-10-24T21:37:00.000-07:00

Done it before in A Levels..

Was pretty happy with this paper all semester..... until... NOW when I have to sit for the test.. and and and.. I have been happily procrastinating.

It's not all like A Levels and a few new chapters are introduced in this paper and I'm currently juggling with the numbers (like the man in the picture) . HAH.

I have till thursday. Him nae!! lol

Exams are so damn FUN

2009-10-22T04:49:00.000-07:00

Does wrapping up a semester sounds like fun?? Definitely, but there's the darker side too.

EXAMS.

Yeaps. For everyone who is as last minute as i am, you probably can feel my pain. Lol.

4 external exams within 7 days is the BEST definition of fun.

Psychology, then Statistics and both Accounting and Management on the same day. Fingers crossed! XX

(A sunset picture, credits to my brother)

Celine Dion..

2009-10-18T04:18:00.000-07:00

I just loveee her music! She's just simply awesome.

I would vote her as one of the best -love song- singers of all time..

I grew up listening to her music.. Starting from one of her first hits 'My Heart Will Go On'..

Oh .. So romantic..

All her songs just brings about a certain kinda ambience where you just want to fall in love..

And live your life according to her song.. Haha..

I just stumbled across one of her songs.. And I fell in love with it..

'When I need you'..

Youtube it! heheh..

Time flies

2009-10-16T03:49:00.000-07:00

Time really flies.

I can't believe it. Just like a blink of an eye and it's end of the semester already?

It seems like merely yesterday I met another crazy amy (think I'm crazy? you haven't seen this one yet).. along with Felicia.. Teresa.. Annie.. Calvin.. and the list goes on * yes, i'm blessed with many lovelies <3

Napier was fun too. I had really awesomely weird and crazy moments there with Mandy. For example, locking myself inside the toilet? Wth, so exciting* Temata Peak.. National Aquarium and Honey Farm. Lovely..

Can't wait for this semester to end to go back home to Malaysia .. Yet not looking forward to the part where the exchange students are going home (T.T).. I'll miss them all during the summer!

On the plus side, we're going to be camping together at the study area to study HARD OUT for our finals which is just round the corner *hehe*.. Therefore, we'll be spending ample time together..

most of all.. I'll miss our noodle sessions (sighs)..

My food list ~

2009-09-22T21:25:00.000-07:00

Roti Canai : OMG. I miss my late night supper sessions with Wendy eating roti canai.

This is my staple. Char Kuey Teow. Me and Yuen Yu used to try different stalls in Penang, and actually rate them. HAHA.
LAKSA!
Nasi Lemakkk. ps: Lemak means FAT. or smth like tht.
Curry mee. Has oil and coconut milk inside. sounds good right? kills your arteries :p
Har MEE. (Prawn noodles).

It seems like forever since I last ate something very Malaysian and it's been bugging me.

I love Malaysian food. Unhealthy as it sounds, I don't care :p

Can't wait for November. Who wana go on a food spree with me?

*so that I wont feel so guilty eating alone and growing fat ALONE*

ps : Sui Aing, I'm dragging you along kay.

note: this pictures are stolen from the net. Thanks to those who uploaded it!

Reminisce..

2009-08-18T08:06:00.000-07:00

I can't help myself..

I can't help myself from reminiscing..

I can't help myself from reminiscing about you..

I can't help myself from reminiscing about you and me..

Old memories, old times.. Remains as fresh and as vivid as ever.

Though I wish sometimes, it wasn't that vivid.

Cause I only wish to turn back time..

And live that vivid memory again, just once more (:

I can't believe...

2009-08-12T01:47:00.000-07:00

I can't believe I'm actually blogging RIGHT after finishing the Methods section in my lab report. It's as though I'm not sick of writing yet. Lol.

I've been really busy lately, since now is exam and assignment season. Just can't wait for it all to be over. Then I'm free! <3

Harry Potter fever~

2009-06-24T23:49:00.000-07:00

Ironic isn't it? How when Harry Potter was the 'thing', I somehow payed no attention to the book or the movie. I remember lying down on Sui Aing's bed like few years ago staring blankly into her TV screen while everyone else enjoyed the movie, squealing whenever Harry makes an appearance(i think it's Harry). It was either the Philosophers Stone or Chambers of Secret..

It was not till the beginning of the year that I had the Harry Potter fever, both literally and metaphorically.
Literally cause I was reading the books frantically trying to finish it ASAP to find out what happen to Harry and his friends next till I got a fever due to perhaps lack of sleep.
To say I went a little crazy would be an understatement. Lets just say that now, I have watched the movies 1-5 at least twice, and same goes for the book. Each of them, I was equally absorbed in the story line.

J.K Rowling sure knows how to get her readers. Throughout the whole series, I realized that the main theme of this book has got to be friendship, sincerity and love(not the romantic kind). The romantic kind of love definitely appears in the book but it's not the main part of the book, though I have to say the growing romance between Ron and Hermoine is simply adorable!

The Philosophers Stone movie. Honestly, the movie was quite badly done but it's good enough to make a freak like me enjoy it. Lol.

Hermoine is really cute, especially in the first book when she places her hands up frantically everytime asked an academic question. The lil miss know it all.

Heart of the Matter - India Arie.

2009-05-10T06:41:00.000-07:00

And I thought of all the bad luck,
And all the struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I've been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There's a yearning undefined
And people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
They're the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work they put between us,
You know it doesn't keep us warm

I've been trying to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my heart is so shattered
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

All the people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carryin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside

I want a happily everafter
And my heart is so shattered
But I know it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh gets weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if you don't love me anymore
Even if you don't love me anymore

....

Yup..

Dead

2009-05-05T07:43:00.000-07:00

My blog is almost officially dead! :(
I remember when I used to update oh-so-often but now I just don't have the inspiration and patience to write. I think I know why. Blame it on the assignments! Kill the joy of creative writing and colorful imaginations.. Lol.

The internet connection is also terribly sucky. Sadly, I can't really get the wireless connection from my room cause I'm on the highest floor :D
So I usually go downstairs to the common e-lounge. Can't blog with so many people surrounding me.. sighs.
but it's all going to be good soon!
I'm not that negative k..

xoxo,
amy

INSOMNIA!!!

2009-04-23T08:53:00.000-07:00

http://familydoctor.org/online/famdocen/home/articles/110.html

Insomnia! A terrible problem for me. To be honest. Mine isn't real insomnia. It's just me being very very

reluctant to sleep. Aiks.

There's so much to do. Plus I wana talk to my sweetheart during the holidays. Haha..

I've been sleeping at 4am and waking up just in time for lunch! At 1 pm.

Really really bad.

I MUST mend and readjust my biological clock before the holidays end. I have 9 am classes on Monday.

Good morning folks. It's 4 am.

But for me, it's good night (:

Amy

xoxo

My heart is the piano, my emotion's the pianist and my life is a song.

2009-04-21T06:34:00.000-07:00

“Music speaks what cannot be expressed, soothes the mind and gives it rest, heals the heart and makes it whole, flows from heaven to the soul.”

“Music is what feelings sound like.”

“Those who danced were thought to be quite insane by those who could not hear the music.”

“To stop the flow of music would be like the stopping of time itself, incredible and inconceivable.”

“Music and rhythm find their way into the secret places of the soul”

“Music is love in search of a word.”

A few music quotes that I find really meaningful and deep.

Despite whatever lovely definition there is about music, I think there's no exact definition for it.

It's a feeling and a sound that can't be defined. It varies from each person as it touches everyone differently.

My life is a song. A song written by my emotions. Sometimes careful and precise, sometimes impulsive and irrational.

My heart is the piano, the instrument. The song is a dull and depressing one when I'm down.

When I'm in love, my emotions can compose a song that brings me and my lover to wherever we wish to be.

I love music. I have them turned on whenever I'm in my room.

Can't live without it (:

It calms me down, it makes me happy.. It makes me sad too; unfortunately..

Things to do on a cold, rainy and windy day ! :D

2009-04-20T00:25:00.000-07:00

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

But there's one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

Today is a cold cold, windy day and it's been raining since I got up.

It's ironic how days like today can be both liked and hated. Surprisingly, I actually enjoyed today...

Despite the fact that I had to stay in my room all day, with the heater turned on full blast and rolled up in bed....

Lol.

Here's how to spend a cold, rainy and windy day (:

Disclaimer: I happen to enjoy doing this kinda stuff. Lol. I'm not sure if you'll like it too.

1. Get up as late as you can! Slowly roll out of bed. Take your time and savour the comfort of your bed.

2. Slowly take a nice warm shower. Enjoy the heat and use your favorite body wash.

3. Put on your favorite warm clothing. Comfy and warm.

4. Make a nice cup of coffee or hot chocolate.

5. Turn on Andy Davis-Laugh so you don't cry- It has a happy tune. To battle whatever moodiness is going on outside.

6. Slowly sip your coffee/chocolate/tea and get a nice story book.

7. Watch a movie when you're sick of books.

8. Eat chocolate. Comfort food =)

9. Breathe the air from outside when you can. Cause it's usually fresh.

10. Have a nice chat with some of your friends.

11. Do some thinking. About life. Your life, the life of your loved ones.

12. Imagine stuff. Happy happy thoughts ! :D

BEtter stop. It's getting kinda lame...

PS: One thing to never do on rainy days. Don't study Economics!! Keep it for another day :) trust me on that!

Holidays...

2009-04-19T06:03:00.000-07:00

Here's how things are. I thought I was looking forward to my 2 week Easter break.

I WAS looking forward, till all my buddies started leaving. One by one.

One went, then another, and another, and another. Till there was me. Just me :(

Dramatic but true.

My hall of residence was soo quiet. Like out of 24 residents on my floor, there were only 2 left for the weekend. More came back few days later. But my sweetie, Mandy is not around. Therefore, I'm still lonely.

I did absolutely nothing much. I watch Heroes, The Secret life of the American teenager(i recommend!) and a movie, Wild Child.

I also read Eclipse(twilight 3rd book) and some other romance novels by Linda Howard.

I did no studying. I should probably work harder this 2nd week!

Procrastinating is my greatest strength :D *smiles proudly*

I really enjoy sipping hot/warm coffee/hot chocolate. It's my comfort drink. Whenever I'm stressed, sad or lonely, those comfort drinks never fail to put a small teeny weenie smile on my heart.

Surprisingly, I can't wait for the holidays to end. Time flies when there's classes and homework. Therefore, if time flies, I get to go home sooner. I don't have to sit here and feel homesick. CAUSE I CAN FREAKING GO HOME! :D :D :D

Lucky cause of you..

2009-04-13T01:07:00.000-07:00

Standing by the hill. Pondering you.

Thinking about the all the times we had.

We were different back then.

Wild, happy and fearless.

I would do whatever just to go back to the start again.

I know there's so much more waiting for us but..

We were awesome back then.

It's because you could always come to me anytime I wanted you too.

Despite of that, I would still pout. Selfish me.

Guess I can never get enough of you.

Now? I just want to sing the song lucky for you by Jason Mraz.

doo doo.. de. dada..

Do you hear me.. I'm talking to you..(heart to heart)

Across the water across the deep blue ocean (the one that separates Australia

and New Zealand)
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying. (yup, damn hard)

Boy I hear you in my dreams (basically, i dream about you)
I feel your whisper across the sea (I can feel you whenever the wind blows)
I keep you with me in my heart (yup, not inside my pocket -erhm..)
You make it easier when life gets hard(sometimes, it's the opposite,

but it's okay :) jk .. lol )

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been(penang last year!- in your heart!

even the crappy apartment)
Lucky to be coming home again(Malaysia!)
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss(yeah.. you should know why)
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will(I did, remember)

And so I'm sailing through the sea(Flying actually, but sailing

sounds more romantic)
To an island where we'll meet(Penang!)
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair(No, you put for me)

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

YAY!

Sorry, bit lame..

What the .

2009-04-11T06:45:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt who are you and why are you even here?

What the hell is wrong with everything?I want that normal scent of life again.

Am I being who I actually am?

Here I am sitting at my window for a long time. Feeling like no one else exist.

This place is so empty, my heart is so empty.

Lay all your love on me..

2009-03-23T00:39:00.000-07:00

Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me

It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little small talk, a smile and baby I was stuck
I still don't know what you've done with me
A grown-up woman should never fall so easily
I feel a kind of fear
When I don't have you near
Unsatisfied
I skip my pride
I beg you dear

Can't wait for June! *winks*.

This is the song from Mamma Mia. I really like it.
It's sooo sweet. I think Amanda Seyfrield did a good job. She has such a sweet voice.

Hey there.

2009-03-19T19:27:00.000-07:00

Hello people, I'm sorry for the emo posts lately.
Sorry if it got you emo too :)

I have a few assignments I have to complete.
1. An essay about Aristotle's quote 'all should rule over each ' and how it affected the Athenians in the 5th Century.
2.I haven't chosen my topic yet. Can't really decide cause all of them seems so 'fun'..
3. Some commerce crap.

Seriously, I can't stand commerce. Lol.
I don't really enjoy studying the concepts. I don't wana learn how banks create money, I just wana know how I can get more money cause I really need em right now.

I better go before I start my random rambling..

Toodles,
AMY!!

Amy is

2009-03-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

going through a really hard time..

Stole this from Yuen Yu cause I'm bored.

2009-03-18T05:24:00.000-07:00

Just back from work...and time to relax~>online...so here goes...
Starting time: 1.20 am
Name: amy/applie/hueyshern - you pick
Sisters: No. sister yes.
Brothers: No. brother yes.
Shoes size: 6 or 7. yay. bigger than Yuen Yu's.
Height: Between 156-160cm
Where do you live: A room in a hostel
Favourite drink: COFFEEEEEEE
Favourite breakfast: anything unhealthy. but lately, i'm enjoying toast bread and marmite :p
HAVE YOU
Been on a plane: Yes
Swam in the ocean: Yes
Fallen asleep in school: Duh. Who hasn't? lol
Broken someone's heart: I'm so sweetly innocent *coughs * haha, kidding.
Fell of your chair: Yup.. *eeks
Sat by all night waiting for someone to call: Hell yeah
Saved e-mails: Of cause :D
What is your room like: I MISS MY ROOM IN MALAYSIA!!
What's right beside you: Mess
What's the last thing you ate: Horrible Te Puni food. It was bad today
Ever had chicken pox: Yup .
Sore throat: -.- , tell me if you dont. PLS
Stiches: Yeaps.
Broken nose: NOOOOOOOO.
Do you believe in love at first sight: Infatuation yes, love.. No. love is deeper than the skin.
Like picnics: Yeah, depends who with.
Last made you smile: My brother.
You last yelled at: Erm. Mandy :D

TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like: Yes
Kissed anyone: Does kissing a picture count? :(
Get sick: Feel like it.
Talked to an ex: No
Miss someone: Like crazy.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: I miss mine at home. sobsob
What's under your bed: who knows..
Who do you really hate: Peter Griffin from tv series family guy. annoying but funny haha
What time is it now: 1.30 am
Is there a person who is on your mind right now: yeah
Do you have any siblings: Yes
Do you want children: 5!! HAHA
Do you smile often: I hope, do I? :D :D :D :)
Do you like your handwriting: I don't know..
Are your toenails painted: Nope..
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Erm, i dont know. no where is comfy nw.
Color shirt are you wearing: Blue n white, stripes
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday: Chatting at Mandy's.
I can't wait to: See him.
When did you cry last: Recently
Are you a friendly person: :D <-that explains alot .. haha Do you have any pets: Yes. I miss them... Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Across the ocean. Up north, then west. Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you: So much. Do you sleep with the TV on: No What are you doing now: Doing this tag, and listening to Mariah carey. Can you handle the truth:Depends what the truth is about. Are you closer to mother or father: Same How many people can you say you've really loved: so many lah. Family, cousins, himmmmm Do you eat healthily: Does instant noodles at 1 am still considered okay? Have you ever cried because something someone said to you: Of cause How often do you go to church: Every sunday If you're having a bad day,who are you most likely to go to: him, bro, mandy, yuenyu. Are you loud or quiet most of the time: Dunnoe Are you confident: my size and appearance~No..; my abilities~No.. THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO
Climbing up a rambutan tree :D Horse riding on my dog..
Swimming! Swing upside down from the swing with FernYi(bad influence. haha).
Play'ghost' with sharon.

THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY
-nearly overslept for classes.
-did a test.
-hate the wind
-finished my tutorial homework
-chat with mandy
-talked to my brother
-randomly look at stuff on trade me
-accomplished some of the stuff on my previous post to-do-list

5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
-Taiping
-Penang
-Wellington

PEOPLE I TAG
-whoever is bored like me..haha

What I want for today, and the week..??

2009-03-17T06:25:00.000-07:00

When a new day begins, so do I.
A new page of my life, with life itself waiting to scribble on the paper.

When I wake up tomorrow, I am a new person. I am no longer who I am yesterday but rather who I want to be today.

With new resolutions, new unwritten goals and an improved personality.
Sorry for the crap, anyway..

Today, I want to be more independent.
Not physically independent but emotionally independent.
I don't want to rely on anyone to get past my day.
I want to be strong for the people I love.
I don't want to let anyone down.
I want to put a smile on my face, which reaches from the depths of my heart to my lips so that I can make someone happy.
I want to make sure I read up more about Alexander The Great (and learn his charisma).
I have to finish my commerce tutorial homework and it must be done well.
I need to sleep early tomorrow.
I want to go to the movies to watch Confession of a Shopaholic with Mandy and whoever wants to come.
I want to drag my brother to it cause his facial expression would be priceless and amazingly amusing.
I want to help Mandy put her used cup on the rack, coughs*-thank Goodness she doesn't read my blog. I think.. lol.
I want to scream if dinner was as bad as yesterdays.
I crave to drink 4 cups of coffee tomorrow =).
I want to punch someone.
I want to poke Mandy.
Poor Mandy.
I need to find my pendrive.. sighs..
I want to learn French, blame Charlotte!!
I want to be a princess :D -that was random**
I need to be kiwi, to prove myself to Mandy and Cam. I have to use fork and knive.
I MUST stop Steph, Cobin and Cam from picking up the Malaysian accent.. I came here for an overseas Kiwi experience,and this dudes use 'Walauwei' and lalalas and 'makan' like nobody's business.
I want to manage my time better. I'm too much of a bummer till I can't stand it.
I want to wear skirt tomorrow, haven't done that since I got here, better make use of it before it gets colder :p

I want to be myself!

xoxo,
the only applie.

Without you.

2009-03-11T18:28:00.000-07:00

Everyday is a Rainy Day. I miss you.

This picture is SO SO relevant to me right now.
Without you it's rainy everyday, literally and physically.
So please come here, and bring the sunshine with you. The one you have inside you.
The kind of sunshine only you can bring. The one that is powerful enough to BLOW away all the clouds and dry up all the raindrops that make me so cold.
Then you'll bring romantic wind instead of the current wind that makes me feel so chilly and my hair messy(cause if you were here, you'd say 'aiyer, amy ah, your hair').

I'm the BLUE color wan..

Oh NO!! It's getting colder

2009-03-10T22:33:00.000-07:00

Dang, so there's the whole 'lonely' part which I had to tackle and now there's the part where it's getting colder.

I have to say when I first got here, I didn't exactly like the weather but I thought I could cope.
Little did I know that the weather can change so significantly in just 3 weeks.
At one point, a shirt, jeans and a reasonably thick sweater was sufficient. Not any more.
I wore 3 layers today and still felt like I'm gona freeze to death.
Credit to some of my friends who go around wearing a t-shirt and they're actually comfortable. =.=.

It'a about 10 degrees through the night till morning and increase by a few degrees during the day.
Wish me luck people. You know how afraid I am of the cold =).

When loneliness eats you.

2009-03-03T03:21:00.001-08:00

Here comes the bitter part.
When life itself starts eating you from the inside out.

I don't know which is worse. Me being sick or me feeling lonely late at night when there's no one to share my time with plus the part when I can't sleep despite how tired I am.

I have to say the part when I feel really lonely is partly my fault because for some strange reason,
I have become this creep who loves spending time in her room just doing things that I can't even define what I'm doing. While my friends are having fun outside socializing and getting closer to their acquaintances, I would be in my room, doing the undefined.
I remember when I used to be roommates with Yuen Yu. Life was different. She made me become this freak who would talk non-stop. Okay, she didn't change me but she's a good listener so yeah, I could babble about almost anything and she would just nod and of cause slot in some of her own opinions, which are usually more logical than mine.

Life was awesome last year, I had to say I didn't have the time to feel down or alone. I had many caring people around me and I could share my thoughts, ideologies and love with them.

I wonder what's gotten into me. I rarely step out of my room besides having to do the necessary. I rarely talk during breakfast, lunch or dinner. I don't bug anyone during the night. I would just stay in my room, happily and sometimes not-so-happily.

I think I should go down town one day and get somemore story books to cheer me up. Grr, why la I so emo. . . . WHY? WHY? WHY???

Okay, I just got to remain focused on the main reason I'm actually here..

Wind, oh Wind!

2009-03-01T17:42:00.000-08:00

It's really amazing how strong the wind is here in Wellinton. The tree looks exactly like in the picture above.

I'm getting used to it with time. I love the wind but hate it as well. It depends on my mood. If I feel all romantic and have my own emo 'movie' scene, I would simple enjoy the wind blowing my hair here there and everywhere..BUT, If I'm rushing or moody, I'll start cursing. Oh well, that's just me.

Anyway, Taiping doesn't have much wind. I remember when it was windy when I was in Penang, I would stand at the balcony to savour it. Now, when I sleep, I can hear the wind making those creepy noises.

Sorry this post is kinda senseless, I'm not feeling very well but I just want to blog for the sake of blogging. Haha.

Chaos.

Amy

A few pics of NZ and before,

2009-02-26T01:33:00.000-08:00

Miss Fatty Dumpling. A gift from my very lovely buddies. *love ya'll*. See, this extremely cute/fat/round cow can barely fit into the box. hehe
A glass bowl or cup? Hehe. A gift from my dear.
Roses! On Valentines day, from the boyfriend again. How sweet. The roses were his representative this Valentines cause he couldn't make it.
Awesome anyway.
James, my awesome brother, who helped me carry my bags :D, at Changi Airport. Haha..
My coffee! First New Zealand coffee at christchurch.
Outside the airport..
James, again. Outside Christchurch airport..

Flowers at Botanical Gardens..

Wish you *dear* could be here with me at this beautiful gardens.
Orientation morning! With the Tepuni shirt on..
Meet Spidey, who turned up during speed dating at Te Puni. Wonder who's the 'Mary Jane' who's gona unmask him tonight. Haha.. Jk
SOme of my new friends. Alex and Charlotte and a guy, erm, who was involved in speed dating as well :)

New chapter of Applie's book

2009-02-24T02:45:00.000-08:00

(Wellington, New Zealand - Harbor View)
Never did I ever imagine time could pass so fast without even noticing or cherishing every single moment that needed to cherished. It's tormenting sometimes at merely the thought of things constantly changing so quickly and having to adapt to new endeavors.

About a week ago, I made perhaps the most significant decision in my life, which was to go New Zealand to study/grow/mature/have fun?/party?/meet new people and etc..
Little did I know about what flying away to a new place so far away from the people you love and people who actually care about you means.

Only now (a week later) can I slowly comprehend the pain everyone goes through during this process. There are lonely times where I would just run over to my brothers place to chat with him and his friends. Times when you feel like you don't really belong cause of the vast cultural difference as well as new people who already have cliques of their own from high school-It's really hard trying to break into their cliques. On top of that, the difference in temperature is like 20 degrees from where I came from-colder of cause. My fingers turn blueish-purple from time to time. Wait, did I tell you it's summer now? The 'best' part is yet to come, ey? 'Can't' wait for winter!

Okay, enough of the negativity. I hope it's not getting on you. Anyway, besides all that emo times, I am actually having fun here. The people here are generally nice despite the many preconceived ideas I've had before coming. There are some of them who are exceptionally nice and caring. We've done crazy stuff together like standing under the hot sun chatting for almost 2 hours- I know, to me it's crazy cause I usually hide from the sun. I got sunburn too! In New Zealand! Don't you think you wont get burnt in colder countries. You'll be so wrong about that. I'm a living testimony. Haha..
I've also made several nice friends and that's really cool.

The food? Oh yeah, I was really worried about adapting to western food cause as most of you know, I like the unhealthy Malaysian diet. Want me to enlighten you bout what I would love to have for breakfast? Tadaa-> Nasi Lemak(yummm), Char Kuew Teow(crazy, I know!),Wan ton mee(my goodness).. Now you know how I became what I am. Apparently, you are what you eat?? Haha..
Suprisingly, I'm actually cool with the catered food. Not really 100% according to my liking but it's nice in a different way.
I really like this dip call Hummus. It's Middle Eastern food made out of chickpeas and garlic(i think) and other stuff. Funny though.. Had to come to a western country to taste middle eastern food when Malaysia is actually more related to middle east.
Toast bread and Hummus. Nice.

The milk here is cheap! The budget ones cost like about $2 (plus or minus) for 1 litre. Imagine that!

But,I really can't wait for the year to end despite having fun or whatever. Home is still home, where my loved ones are.
One thing though, I really have to thank God for the many blessing that were sprinkled/showered on me throughout this tough period.

Heaven knows what the future holds, or at least where the story goes..

2009-02-04T01:54:00.000-08:00

I am still struggling to accept facts that I cannot comprehend.

How things can change so significantly just because of a few decisions that seemed so insignificant at first.
How my thinking can change, how people around me can change.
How things that were meant to be the same can change out of a sudden without any form of warning.
How I look at things.

I really don't know what the future holds for me.

Bye bye coffee. You're behind Gossip Girl now.

2009-01-13T08:43:00.000-08:00

You know what's more addictive than coffee?

Gossip Girl.

Seriously, that show has caused me sleepless nights, last minute studying for exams - don't bother asking my results when it's out- and everything eventually leads to my prominent eye bags!

Every time an episode ends, you want to know what happens next, who did what to who and who said what to who. Besides that, it kinda relates to our lives, just in a different way and different standard of cause. The fundamental things that happen in the show can relate to us so well like jealousy, heartbreak, betrayal, love and etc etc.. Things get interesting cause we see them going through the same problem as us just that they're the super rich people and they live a live we can barely dream of.

In conclusion, I have to say the director has done, is doing and I hope she will continue to do a good job - to make my eyes pop out! haha..

By the way, imagine drinking coffee and watching Gossip Girl. Overwhelming! (:

Bye,
amy~

Love is waiting by Brooke Fraser (:

2009-01-10T08:18:00.000-08:00

In the autumn on the ground,
between the traffic and the ordinary sounds
I am thinking signs and seasons while a north wind blows through
I watch as lovers pass me by
Walking stories - whos and hows and whys
Musing lazily on love
Pondering you
I'll give it time, give it space and be still for a spell
When it's time to walk that way we wanna walk it well

I'll be waiting for you baby
I'll be holding back the darkest night
Love is waiting til we're ready, til it's right
Love is waiting

It's my caution not the cold
there's no other hand that i would rather hold
the climate changes, I'm singing for the strangers about you
don't keep time, slow the pace
Honey hold on if you can
the bets are getting surer now that you're my man
I'll be waiting for you baby
I'll be holding back the darkest night
Love is waiting til we're ready, til it's right
Love is waiting

I could write a million songs about the way you say my name
I could live a lifetime with you and then do it all again
and like I can't force the sun to rise or hasten summer's start,
neither should I rush my way into your heart

I'll be waiting for you baby
I'll be holding back the darkest night
Love is waiting til we're ready, til it's right
Love is waiting

Blaaa

2008-12-21T07:55:00.000-08:00

So tired and spiritless.. help~

Busy, busy, hectic, tired, hectic. *phew**!

2008-12-16T07:42:00.000-08:00

Merely resting has been an event worth embracing. I used to think I rest too much and should get my lazy ass to get some work done. Lately, I can't breathe! Don't think about resting. Haha...
Ok, I'm dramatic, my specialty kay?
I exaggerated lar, I can breathe and I do get a good nights rest but the conclusion is I've been really busy and I haven't had much time for myself.

Dancing, caroling, candle walk and etc.. Tiring but It's all going to be worth it. I mean, after all we're doing it for God's glory. He has been busy watching over us and caring about us since we were made in our mother's womb. I think being super busy for Him during this Christmas season can't even repay Him. I do hope He's glad.

All the people involved are really dedicated and willing to sacrifice their sweet sweet holidays :)

You guys/girls/aunty/uncle/grandpa/grandma/everyone in between ROCK!

Till the next time I find time to blog about something,
Take care and Merry Christmas in advance !! God bless~

The much missed~

2008-12-07T09:14:00.000-08:00

It was good to spend time with wendy the other night. It's been awhile since we last chat nonsensical stuff and ate supper together followed by regret~ and then comes the, 'Must diet d lar.' 'Must exercise more.' 'I wana be vegetarian'.

Miss those moments. I have to say I've neglected my Taiping friends this year and I hope to make up for it this December :)

The next thing I wana do, Christmas shopping! Wendy and Josephine is booked by me already. Terpaksa teman me. Hehe.

Twilight~

2008-12-05T09:08:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, all you need to turn your day around is a romantic, dramatic and yet sweet movie.
It was my first to Taiping Central theater. Went with my darling Sui Aing. Haha.
I heard it was really good so wanted to watch it since I was having a horrible day.

The story is about a girl who went to live with her father and ended up not only meeting a vampire but found out she's terribly in love with him.
The guy, Edward Cullen is terribly in love with her too but he has to battle all his desires to eat her blood cause he loves her.

It's soooooo romantic cause of all the sacrifices they both made. Plus, the vampire seemed like a boyfriend ANY girl would want.. Haha. Always there for the girl, care about her so much and is always looking after her safety.
They made the vampires look so good, I don't mind falling in love with one! haha..KIDDING.

Here's a snapshot of them together. Sweet ey? *winks*
The girl. Beautiful -Kristen Stewart a.k.a Bella Swan.
She played her part well.
The vampire - Robert Pattinson a.k.a Edward Cullen.
He's good looking too!
Very handsome.. haha.. Handsome enough to make the girls go 'oooohhh.... aaahhh'. lol

I wana time travel~ like Hiro Nakamura. LOL

2008-12-04T23:09:00.000-08:00

I WANT TO REWIND! Rewind back to where everything just started. This song lar(Heaven-DJ Sammy), make me so EMO.. Why must things change so fast? Now everything is different and no longer the way I wished it would be. Let's rewind time..

Heaven by DJ Sammy
Oh, thinking about all our younger years,
There was only you and me, We were young and wild and free.
Now nothing can take you away from me.
We've been down that road before, But that's over now.
You keep me coming back for more.

Blame the rain grins

2008-11-28T08:21:00.000-08:00

Time has finally set me free from the dreaded A Levels. I told myself I'm going to make my time as productive as possible. Had a LONG list awaiting me(if you minus the stuff i mentioned in my previous post).
1.Exercise.
2.Exercise.
3.Exercise.
4.Exercise.
5.Exercise.
6.Play with puppy.
7.Bathe the dogs.
The moment i came home free from exams, it has been raining all the time!
Can't exercise, like jogging and all. I know you can say I can exercise at home and all, but I'd rather swim, or jog or walk..
Blame it on the rain. There's never been an evening that is rain-free.
SO, I made my time 'very' 'very' 'productive' and watched HEROES like gila.
I just started and I'm more than halfway through season 1. My goodness. Bet my eyes are gonna pop soon. Oh yeah, I exercised my mouth by eating, does that count? *puppy eyes*

I love Hayden Panettiera! The more I watch HEROES the more I like her, in and out of the show. She's just so gorgeous! She's not like super slim, tall, anaeroxic looking model that has that fake-but-attractive looks. She's short too, like me :p ..

Gota chao~
byeee.
amy xoxo

Face it girls, life's unfair..

2008-11-25T06:27:00.000-08:00

Every month, we have to face the MOST dreaded event that never fails to haunt us.
What is it? Menstrual cramps.

It's not a serious medical condition which involves being admitted to hospital and all but it's dramatic enough for us to whine and not function for a day or two.

The pain is typically described as dull, aching, cramping and often radiates to the lower back..The pain is the result of uterine contraction caused by prostaglandins (a hormone found in your body).
The production of prostaglandins in the uterus is stimulated by the hormone progesterone, which is made by the ovary after ovulation has occurred. Other symptoms are dizziness, nausea and vomiting, headaches and diarrhea accompany menstrual cramps.

Here's a few ways to help remedy the pain and discomfort.

1.Get enough rest and try to release your stress and anxiety before your period is due. If you are tired and fatigue, it'll make the cramps worse.

2.Apply head to your abdomen by using a hot/warm pack or taking a nice warm bath.

3.Exercise. Even when you're having your period, try to exercise like normal and carry out your normal daily routine.

4.Eat Omega 3 Fatty acids which can be found from salmon,mackerel and capsule.

5.Keep away from alcohol and cigarettes. They'll worsen the cramps.

6.Stay positive!

So guys and girls, do encourage your friends who are suffering from this dreaded monthly condition.

All the best girls~

amy, xoxo

Tagged by Sze Wei (:

2008-11-24T02:16:00.000-08:00

Rules & Regulations:
1.Do not copy answers
2.The tag questions must be 100% the same
3.Tag people after doing tag
4.No tagging back

I tag:
1. Lynnzie
2. Cassie
3. Khai Yeng
4. May Fang
5. Yuen Yu
6. Vivian Teoh
7. Zhi Hao
8. Huey Wen
9. Chia Ming

-How you know 1?
Cousins :D

-What would you do if you never met 2?
Lonely, especially during my last few days in Penang. Spent most of my time with her and it was great!

-What would you do if 3&4 dated you?
Haha..

-Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
Yuen Yu and Viv? NO way man..

-do you think 7 is attractive?
Yeah, everyone is..

-Do you know anything about 8’s family?
Not really .. No actually. Hehe..

-Tell me something about 9
He's outgoing, friendly and he loves God :)

-What language does 2 speaks?
English and Hokkien, I think? And Bahasa..

-Who is 3 going out with?
CLueless..

-how old is 4?
17! Like ME..

-5?
18..

-Who is 6 favourite singer?
Erm.. I don't know..

-7 ?
Don't know too..

-Is 8 single?
I think so..Just guessing.. Haha, so no offense if i'm wrong.

-What is 9 last name?
Ming?? lol

-Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
Haha.. YESH! We're cousins, duh~

-Which school does 2 go to?
Disted Stamford Penang..

-What do you like about 3?
I remember her being friendly, kind, gentle and patient. Haven't seen her for a long time :(

Darn tag. This is some kind of trap to ensure that bloggers do TAG other bloggers, considering that many bloggers avoid answering the "who do you want to tag?" part of tags.
Oh wells, sorry guys and gals :)

Hey..

2008-11-22T07:35:00.001-08:00

I miss you..

My day!!

2008-11-21T07:11:00.001-08:00

Wat we did at gurney

Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow!

2008-11-19T00:39:00.000-08:00

I really can't wait for tomorrow, I can almost smell freedom. Biology paper 4, a rather demanding paper, is my last paper tomorrow! By merely smelling freedom, I have already planned what I MUST do after tomorrow.

1. Watch HEROES. It's been released ages ago but I haven't watched 1 episode of it. I heard it's really great and I'm going to find out for myself.
2. Shopahilic and Baby! Yes, I'm SO a fan of Sophie Kinsella. Whenever I read her booked, I just get hooked and end up staying up late just to continue reading till I'm finally satisfies(which is of course when I finish it >.< ).
3. My English tutor told me last year that Jodi Picoult is an amazing book writer.
I like the synopsis of Keeping Faith and Nineteen Minutes.

4. BOSTON LEGAL!!!!!!!!!!!!WOOOOOOOHHHOOOOO! My favourite favourite favourite!
I so love Denny Crane, Alan Shore and Shirley Schmidt. I just love this series so much. It's perhaps the best I've came across so far. I just love the sarcasm involved in their every actions and speech. Can't wait to watch season 4!!!
5. Gossip Girl. MUST WATCH. I've watched a few series and I'm so totally hooked. Moral of the story, (Never watch any TV series before or in the midst of your exams) It's highly addictive and you just want to watch the next one, then the next, and then the next and the next. It never ends cause you want to know what happens next. LOL.

Anyway, I have to go before I really get the urge to do those stuff before my exams, so, toodles for now.

-amy-

Biology, my last battle!

2008-11-16T21:30:00.000-08:00

ALMOST done with A Levels. Done for good! Hehe. 2 more papers. My favorite papers.
I'm still struggling with a few topics though. I can NEVER get genetics. All the homozygous and etc etc and Mandells Law. Some people find it easy, but I guess I'm just slower when it comes to that? Hehe..

Oh yeah, I dread the female menstruation cycle too! It's too related to me till I hate it. LOL.
The FSH and LH.
To all the biology students, all the best and happy studying!
Ps: Thanks to Miss Marisa too! You're a great lecturer.

Searching for the definition within.

2008-11-10T00:33:00.000-08:00

I have been searching deep within me for the definition of love.
After looking, searching and exploring the feelings inside of me, I managed to
define what's within me.

Love is you and me.....

Stand up! Stand up!

2008-11-05T06:36:00.000-08:00

10 million. Just imagine. 10 MILLION people are diagnosed with cancer every year and they predict it's going to rise another 50% by the year of 2020 where 15 million people a year will be diagnosed.
Cancer takes a long time to develop and how you live your life counts!
Cancer is painful and a condition nobody wants. So, JUST STAND UP people. If we have cancer, stand up and be strong! You can make it.
For the rest, take steps to prevent getting cancer. Everything you do counts.
Fight this unwanted condition! Lets do it together. Warn love ones.
There are many preventive measures you can take to prevent cancer.
1. You can go for genetic screening. Now, they have this new device which can screen to see if you have colon cancer genes or breast cancer genes. I think it's good cause it's better to detect early and in case*touch wood*you have the genes, you can take drastic measures in order to prevent from getting cancer.
You should do this test especially if your family has cancer history.
2. EXERCISE! Yes, that's they key. Being overweight greatly increases your risk factor for developing cancer. Besides that, exercising also reduces your risk of getting many other disease and sickness(eg, coronary heart disease, hypertension.. etc..etc). Oh yeah, on top of that, a slim and sexay body. muahaha. Who doesn't want that?? *beams*

3. Be careful when you use plastic bottles or plastic food containers. Especially when exposed to heat, the plastic releases dioxin which greatly increases the risk of breast cancer.
Also, NEVER use plastic containers to microwave your food. That's very dangerous unless it's stated there you can. About mee in my cup, don't pour hot water into the container cause it'll release dioxin too. Very very bad. Pour into a bowl if possible. Use glass or ceramic ..
4. Practice safe sex. Use condoms. HPV (human pappiloma virus) is a sexually transmitted disease and it causes cervical cancer. Even using condom can't prevent you 100% from contracting it. Therefore, practice abstinence instead or stick to one partner.
5. Quit smoking and quit inhaling a smokers smoke. They both can cause cancer. So, if you love yourself and the people around you, quit. By the way, smoking don't only cause lung cancer but GREATLY increases your risk of getting many other types of cancer.
6. Control your alcohol intake. Don't get me wrong, I didn't say NO ALCOHOL. In fact, a glass of wine a day can prevent risk of coronary heart disease. Beer protects against the bacterium Helicobacter pylori, known to cause ulcers and possibly linked to stomach cancer. But don't over-do it kay? Cause that'll lead to another set of problems.

7. Veggies veggies. Don't make your mum nag you to make you eat a bowl of veggies. Fruits and vegetables are rich in antioxidants, which help repair our damaged cells. Definately can prevent cancer.

Several other ways,
-Use sun block, with the depletion of ozone layer, our risk of getting skin cancer also increases.
-Eat grapes.
-Say bye bye to deep fried potato(chips, fries). Choose mashing the potato instead.
-Drink green tea.
-Take multivitamin everyday.
-Avoid eating grilled/burnt food.
-Cut out protein with fat surrounding it.
-Drink more water.
-Eat organic food. No pesticide and hormones.
-Add brocolli and garlic to your diet. Good for you! (:
-Eat fresh food( eg, cucumber instead of pickles)

Together, let us take preventive measures from now onwards.
Heard the famous saying, 'Prevention better than cure' ?..
Yeaps. It may seem hard at first to inculcate all this steps into our everyday life. Trust me, it gets easier. To make things even better, get your love ones to practice these steps together with you. It's rewarding to see your loves healthy!

Take care people, and all the best in trying!

*~amy~*
xoxo

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?

2008-11-04T03:59:00.001-08:00

This is a part from Brandy's song ' Have you ever? '. It's such a lovely and emo song.

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
That's the chorus by the way. When you love someone, you're placing yourself in a position to get hurt, let down, torn apart and even to feel the emptiness.

I'm not saying loving someone brings all bad, in fact, being loved in return while loving someone can be the most rewarding and awesome thing that can happen to you.

I've placed myself in that position to be hurt, let down, torn apart, feel the emptiness BUT, I have also been loved, loved and loved in return.

When you love someone, you also want to be close to that person. Want to be surrounded by that person's warmth and presence..

Right now, I'm missing your presence and warmth that surrounds me when we spend time together. I want to be close to you. Can't wait to see you!

love,
*~amy~*
xoxo

Sweeties.

2008-10-31T00:11:00.000-07:00

You know, life is like a long long path and you're walking along that path to reach your destiny. Destiny is shaped and molded by oneself while walking along that path of life. As usual, your walk will not be one long road that has one beginning and one type of ending. It can be easily deviated by a small turning you decide to take in that path. Sometimes bumpy, sometimes winding, sometimes you feel like you're flying instead of walking..

As most of you know, I decided to home school after my PMR and sat for my O Levels at the end of the year. I then continued my studies at Disted-Stamford in Penang to do a 1 yr Pre-U (A-Levels).

Here are some pictures of the people that walked side by side with me during this bumpy road. We carried each other along the way by merely saying ' Good luck ' or ' Study hard '.. Maybe even a nice sweet smile to encourage each other day by day.

After leaving my darling schoolmates in Convent after PMR, I'm beginning to really miss their presence. I have been buddies with them since primary school and we know each other really well from the inside out. I can tell most of their idiosyncrasies. I really miss those days when we got scolding from teacher together cause we didn't sweep the floor clean enough or we had the same answers for our homework *winkswinks*.

I wonder if they missed me too during form4 and form5? *puppydog eyes*..

I was talking to Sui Aing a short while ago and she sent me some pictures of their last week in Convent as a secondary school student. I somehow wished I was in the pictures too! I miss those days when we took pictures in all the craziest positions. We even took pictures under the rain! Oh ya, not forgetting all the obscene stuff we did too (pictures unavailable, haha). We could do those stuff cause it's an all girls school. So who cares? ' I got, she also got mah '. I remember tha phrase we used to say to each other when one of us was too shy to do the obsceneties. Okay la, not that obscene lar, but still inappropriate.

(left -> right : Jo Yee and Jessica)
(up : Jessie Saw, down :Sui Aing)
(Left->Right: Gessie, Jessie, Sunshine,Natasha,Chermaine,Yvonne)

Wherever I'm going to next, I really wish I could have more time to spend with all my sweethearts in secondary school and college.. Even an extra month would make me happy enough. Time flies, please don't let out friendship fly in separate ways too. Though we may be thousands of miles apart, our hearts must always unite kay?

Kiddy days were fun days..

2008-10-28T06:04:00.000-07:00

'Dear God, please make me, BIG-ger!'
'Dear God, pwwweeesssee make me older faster. Then I can venture out and explore this world'.

Those were my prayers about 7-10 years ago. I always wanted to be bigger, both literally and figuratively. I wanted to be free! I wanted the freedom to do anything I want. Believing that the grass always looks and IS greener on the other side, I can now conclude that, the 'greener' grass has wilted when I've finally reached there'. Hehe.
When I've finally reached where I longed to be years ago, I want to go back and rewind my wish which would be, ' God, can you make time pass slower so that I can always be Your lil sweetheart? '

When I was young, my most significant worry was mummy's angry face when I did something terribly wrong (such as, eating more sweets than I should, climbing up a tree-tarzan-ish, I know and using too much soap to blow bubbles while bathing. )

Right now, there are so many worries bugging me. From studies, to University applications to friendship problems..

I wish I could go back to my safety zone ( my parents tender loving arms ). Though they still shower me with more love than I can demand for, it's different. Taking even one step to greater freedom demands so much energy and sacrifices.

I love where I am right now. I love my sweetheart, my family and my friends but somehow, I miss those carefree days.

Now that I'm already here, I just want to say I heart you to ALL the significant and gorgeous people who have painted my life to make it into such a complicating yet interesting piece of art.
I am who I am because of those who took the courage and time to pick up that paintbrush and painted my life with all the beautiful cccoooollllooouuurrrssssss !

Khas untuk doink-ku.

2008-10-26T21:49:00.000-07:00

The handsome guy in the pic above and below is my brother.
This post is specially for him as I'm busy counting down to the day he returns to Malaysia.

Time flies! One moment, I was giving my brother a goodbye hug and kiss when he went off to NZ. Next thing I knew, time grew wings and flew really fast and now he's coming back!

Okay, I'm exaggerating, I had my emo moments and missed my brother and wish time didn't have to fly but could be teleported. I don't have to be emo any more cause next year, if everything goes according to plan, I'll be with him! I can eat his cooked food (try finding a brother who can cook better than his sister-haha-) and we can go jogging. Plus, I can bug him anytime I want even if it's during all the queer hours. He's 100% bugg-a-ble.

Right now, he's coming back and my family will be complete! It has been rather quiet without him and sometimes without me :( .
When he comes back, he can piggy back me. So i don't have to walk when I'm lazy. (I sould like some evil-step-sister than popped out from The Cinderella Story- YIKES, just that I'm prettier kay? *winks)
Besides that, he can entertain me with any type of crap you can imagine.
AND, we can eat cheese and oilives together! No one likes that combination, only this bro and sis..

Dear bro,
Remember, I want Chocolates! Loads of them. Since we're going to exercise alot, we might as well eat alot also (: .
I want jellybeans too, and marshmelows. Those colorful ones :D
Besides that, I was thinking, you can try something more dramatic like maybe catching a little cute lamb and smuggling it back Malaysia for us. ehe.. Thanks! (hugs)
With love,
Your sister, ME! xoxo

I need your help. Yess.. You (:

2008-10-26T07:47:00.001-07:00

Is my blog too colourful? You know I love colours and all but have I gone overboard??
Feedback plsss :)
I really appreciate it.

Tagged !

2008-10-26T06:35:00.000-07:00

by Khai Yeng (:

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I'll make him regret. HAHA.
I'll be really angry and disappointed.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have a million more dreams to come true (:

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
My bro's ass.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Half to charity, half to departmental stores(grins**)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Amy is with her best friend. So it's a yes!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone. Cause when you love someone so much, they just have to love you back cause yr so loving.

7. D0 you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Yesssh!!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Erm, move on. BUT if it's love, i'll wait.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yes! Small things make me really happy. May it be merely a phone call or a hug from someone special to a smile from a friend.. Everything small matters.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
Losing someone special.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
A mother. Haha. With a loving husband :P

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
My family, my friends, my s.w.e.e.t.h.e.a.r.t, my plumplum(hamster), my bubbles(dog),
brownie(dog),gracie(dog also),my bunbun(hamster)..

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Khai Yeng! A girl who transferred to KL few yrs back. She's kind, gentle and special ! (:

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor but the condition is that my husband is loving and gentle. Moreover, he must be the man I love.
It's an unworldly kind of joy.. hehe.

15. (a)What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
I'll say to myself, '5 more minutes wont hurt ma..'. I do that like at least 5 times though.
15(b)What is your mood now?
Mixed emotions. I'm happy, tired, lazy..

16. (a)Your favourite weather is?
Chilly but the sun must still shine.
16.(b) Would you give all in a relationship?
I'll try..

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who make me swallow a million butterflies when I'm with him.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Depends. I usually do though. Keeping all the anger and hurt us unhealthy kay. Makes you more emo.

19. Would you suffer now and enjoy later or the opposite?
I don't know. I always ask myself to suffer now and enjoy after A levels but to no avail.

20.W ho are u planning to tag next?
Lynnzie
Juli
Sze Wei
Viv
Jo Yee
Yuen Yu

Nothing much~

2008-10-26T02:17:00.000-07:00

Amy being emo again.
Currently missing my sweetheart, that's all.
What I hate the most? No matter where I go, I'm always missing someone.
When I'm in Taiping, I miss him and my brother and my Penang friends.
In Penang, I miss my family, my brother, Taiping friends, and him(=.=' sweat, I know).
Next year, I miss everybody. Except my brother...

Anyway, enough of the emo talk. It's unhealthy. Don't want you to relate
amy's blog-emo emo emo-bad for health... haha.

I'm currently flipping through my Chemistry notes about Electrolysis.
I used to love the Sciences when I was studying O Levels. What happen to my love for Chemistry and Biology this year??!?!
Oh ya, my sister is brushing my hair right now. She says it's knotted up.. Haha..
She wants to make my hair Silky smooth (watched Meet the Zohan? ) hahaha...

I better get studying before I go shed some calories..

*~amy~*
xoxo

Maths.. I hate you..

2008-10-23T08:02:00.000-07:00

(That girl above reminds me of ME. haha)
Okay, so I'm like really pissed over my maths paper yesterday. It was the first time this year I had a good feeling about maths.
I was like, okay, my mum paid for extra tuition and I stayed up late doing all the past years. Can't be that bad right?
I walked out of the exam hall with mixed feelings. I was trying to feel relieved that Maths is finally over but yet devastated at my performance. Really sucked.

Anyway, here's to all the A Levels students who are equally devastated as I am about out Maths paper.

You know what? Instead of leaving a few questions blank, I should have done this. They can't penalize me right? I mean after all, it does make sense. In fact, to me, it makes more sense that
Maths. Haha..

Logical mar.. Not mer??

Really should have done that. Maybe can get 1 mark.
I got find x right??
Wohoo! I love this.. ehe

Exam fever !

2008-10-22T10:40:00.000-07:00

Dear friends who are sitting for A-Levels, O-Levels, SPM, STPM or any major or not-so-major exams, ALL THE BEST!

Don't panic kay? Just keep your cool and try your best (:

-amy-
XOXO

I regret!

2008-10-14T00:12:00.000-07:00

I really really really REALLY regret taking A-Levels. Here's why..

1. I'm not academically inclined kay. I can study. Simple stuff. Throw stuff like in depth Chemistry,
and I'll just smile at you.
2. I'm lazy. Explains it all huh.
3. I'm quite kine static, I guess? I rather spend my hours doing something instead of studying something.
4. A-Levels, Science stream in one year. Insane enuff for you??

I guess it's too late to regret now. I'm finishing my final semester in like a month and it's exam fever babe!

BUT the big question is, where should I head to next? It's tie for Uni applications and trust me, I'm still as lost at what I want to do as I was a year ago . Lets just pray and cross my fingers (and toes!) that I do not make the same mistake and I'll love whatever I'm studying next yr :)

Grrr.. Why lar..

2008-10-08T09:22:00.000-07:00

Life just isn't a love story, right?

The closest I can get to being Cinderella would be.. in my imagination..
Though I have perhaps the greatest guy, my Cinderella Story scene is beyond my reach. Why?
Cause they all end up with happily ever afters. No couple will get their happily ever after because though you may be happy everyday, it's not a perfectly happy everyday.

I've been so emo lately I can't even begin to describe myself! grrr.
I better stop talking before my emoness is transmitted to you via internet!

Here I am..

2008-10-05T00:38:00.000-07:00

This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can't make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand

If you reach emptyness

You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who
keep a heart and soul in two

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am

Love is in the air!!

2008-10-01T00:36:00.000-07:00

Since I'm out of things to blog, I've decided to blog about love and its' quotes in this month of October.

For this post, I'm going to post about..
*drumrolls*

What love means to kiddos (:
Trust me, they're really cute.
I've chosen the ones that really got me laughing and saying ' Awww.. ' .

♥When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.

♥Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.

♥Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.

♥Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.

♥Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.

♥Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.

♥Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken.

♥Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.

♥Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.

♥I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones. (*cute innocent sweetheart ey?* lols)

♥When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.

♥Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.

Awarded by Vivian! :)

2008-09-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

Awarded by Vivian!

Rules of the award:

1. The winner may put the logo on her blog.
2. Put a link to the person you got the award from.
3. Nominate 5 blogs.
4. Put links to the blogs.
5. Leave a message for your nominees.

Been awarded by Vivian. Thanks girl. XDD

& the nominees are :

Lynnzie
Juli
Ai Chia
Jennzie
Fern Yi

I ♥ to yawn, don't you?

2008-09-21T08:01:00.000-07:00

I look at you, I take a BIG yawn and next thing you know, you're yawning too! Yawning is contagious. To get the crowd yawning, all you have to do is to get ONE person to yawn.
Why? How does this work? I did a small research and I found out that, when a person you are looking at yawns, the message your brain captures is ' Sleep sleep sleep! I'm tired! ' You may not be that tired but by merely looking at someone being tired, the receptor in your brains which control the involuntary actions will be triggered and tell you that you're tired too! Then, next thing you know, you're yawning too.

Ps: I have always found pleasure in yawning, weird? Or are you just the same? hehe..

Tagged by Viv.. hehe

2008-09-16T18:16:00.000-07:00

♥ If you could spend one ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
A hairpin :p -since my hair is longer now-lols

♥ What is your most favorite thing to do?
Kacau someone.

♥ What kind of news do you read?
Gossips. jk.. the usual news, though i haven't read the papers in like 2 weeks :S

♥ What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
Calories, same like Vivian.. hehe

♥ Is there someone in your heart right now?
Yeaps.

♥ Do you believe you can survive without money?
NOOOOOOXXXXXXX..

♥ What are you afraid to lose the most?
People I love and mean a LOT to me.

♥ What do you feel like doing right now?
Eating, Yikes, no wonder I really wana return those calories.

♥ If there's someone that you love,would you confess to him/her?
Urm, right now? yeah..

♥ List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Creative, pretty, smart.

♥ What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Loves me for who I am. True love. and again like Viv said, blends into my half. hehe.

♥ What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
If he lies, cheats, hurt my feelings.

♥ If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Pasta!, creamy and cheesy ones. don't mind living on that! -as long as i wont grow fat-

♥ If you had a choice to be rich or happy,which one would you pick?
HAPPY! I know many rich people who are super unhappy- sighs.Money don't buy hapiness.

♥ If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
I think too much sometimes, and I end up hurting him? yikes~ MUST CHANGE THAT.

♥ My inability to express myself.
When someone special does something really sweet (: hehe.

♥ Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
My bro, Yuwei, Yuenyu, Khai Kit, Weiyee, Bryan, Tgna, Shan. so many? yay, i'm blessed! haha..

♥ How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
ERM, fatter? ahaha... that's how it usually is right?

♥ What is the one thing you love about yourself?
My protriduing veins, only God knows why.. hehe..

♥ If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world,what would it be?
Memories! hehe. only the sweet ones lah..

♥ 7 Tags
Lynnzie
Sze Wei
Juli
Huey Wen
May Fang
Sook Kin
Juhann

Ultimate Prom Night, by 8tv

2008-09-09T23:31:00.000-07:00

So if you think i'm hot, vote for me kay?
If you like what i blog about or you share the same thoughts as me,
also vote for me kay?
If you like me, as a friend or as a crazy blogger, also vote for me .. k?
Haha..

http://www.8tv.com.my/theultimatepromnite/voting/col_distedstamford.asp

click on this link, and you can see choong huey shern. FYI, that's me ! haha

Tagged by Sze Wei =)

2008-08-31T09:11:00.000-07:00

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
Depends? My parents do (a guy who treats me well of cause), but do I allow myself anymore?

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
Irresistible :p JK, talkative!

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
BOTH. You can only work out with both sides loving each other.

4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Yup! It's tormenting.

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
Depends a lot. Cause love involves sacrifice. The more you love a person, the more he/she can hurt you.

6 ) What's the best thing to do with the one you love?
Everything =)

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
I can't force you.

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Yeah, I'm currently trying to love someone. Someone I had to let go because I love him.
Aiks~ I wont bore you with my complications. haha.

9 ) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
Common. Just like everyone. There's jealousy in everyone. You can't deny it. There surely is a little ..

10 ) What would you say to playboys/playgirls?
Get a life-

[[ * PART 2 * ]]

1 ) Best place to cry?
In my lovers arms.

2) Who do you love the most?
God.

3 ) Tell us about ur dream last night?
him. Everyday without fail~

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
Yes, not for long though, cause hating someone will cause me to eventually suffer.

5 )The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
Erm, can't remember.

The last person..
-you had a beer with?
Brother.. Or was it friends? can't remember~

-you went to the movies with?
Yuwei, khaikit, choonchiat and weihan - Meet Dave~

-you talked on the cell phone with?
Yuwei

-you hugged?
My sister. Or was it my mum? can't remember cause I hug em often.

-you yelled at?
My baby sister.For taking all the gold medals and putting them on my bed. haha.

In the last week have you..
~Kissed someone?
.... haiz

~Danced crazy?
Yup!

Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
Thought I was cheated.

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
I want a thousand more wishes. but I really wish him well.

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Hawaii! or Paris?? Can't decide :S

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
Erm, i can't remember. I only remember being a saint. LOL. I'm KIDDING bout the saint part.

Are you old fashioned?
That's for YOU to define :)

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
I do not love them back.

What thing would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
My love~

5 Facts About Me:
Emotional,
Sensitive,
Shy but talkative when you've unleashed the chatterbox.
When I love someone, I really do.
Lazy~ huh, who isn't.. haha.

5 Things that Scares Me:
Losing someone that I love dearly. It's hell.
Vindictive people.
People who show their anger easily.
Horror movies.
Failure.

7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
Lifehouse - Broken
James Blunt- I'll carry you home
Leona Lewis- Better in time
Mariah Carey - Bye Bye
Mariah Carey- We belong together
m2M- Crying
Jason Mraz- I'm yours

7 Words/Things I Always Use:
Words- sucks. haha. (according to Edmund), shit, what?, ok, hehe,.. aiks. HUH? ok, i'm blur. forget it.
Things- HP! (cannot live without) laptop, my teddies, my bolster, contact lenses, my pink comp mouse, my jacket.. hehe..

I tag...

Fern Yi
Edmund
Ter Sern
Chia Ming
Juhann
May Fang
Ern Wei
Lynnzie

I smiled! Finally!

2008-08-31T00:29:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile since I last smiled or laugh at something.

I just remembered a part from' Sex and the City'. When the main character got sorta ditched
on her wedding, she later asked her besties ,' When should I laugh again?' and they replied..
'When something really funny happens.' And it happened today!

Bryan, being a VERY supportive friend, decided to ask me to the movies with my old friends to
watch, 'Meet the Zohan' .(Taiping Central just opened and we assumed the cinema inside was going to be open too). We went there in vain. But it's OKAY, cause I went there purely for their company ..
I drove Josephine there. YAY! I can drive! We were stuck in a massive traffic jam though~.. Phew.
Song Hui , Bryan and Andrea met us there. We went Kenny Rodgers to eat but the service sucked and I ate chicken ASS! Okay, that got us all LAUGHING. I was wondering which part of the chicken was I chewing on cause the texture of the meat was so different!
Then Josephine asked me,' Do you know what are you eating? ' , and I was like, ' What?'.. SHIT man. haha...
I wana box Bryan cause he noticed but he wasn't sure and didn't want to spoil my appetite(as if).

Before my food came, we had to wait REALLY LONG. Guess what Bryan said? His theory was my chicken was still outside and they are catching it now and pulling off its feathers while the chicken is still alive.. Then have to cut throat .. and stuff like that..
Hey Bryan, too bad you had to go back before you hard work was paid off. I know you wanted my chicken wan, too bad Josephine had yr effort instead.

In conclusion, no matter how sad I am , I managed to smile! Thanks to accidentally eating chicken ass and listening to Bryan's theory.

Ps: I didn't smile cause I ate chicken ass kay. But cause I feel so stupid. And I deserved to be laughed at..
No offence to ppl who enjoy eating it k? I'm different. That's all. Different people like different things and dislike different things.

For my only

2008-08-29T07:54:00.000-07:00

Here I am, staring blankly at my screen.
Trying to find a reason to smile.
No matter how much I cry, how much I try to convince myself I'm tough,
I just fall apart.

Here I am, reminiscing.
Trying to find a reason to let you go.
No matter how hard I try, the past we had was too amazing to be merely 'the past'.
I just feel lost.

Here I am, staring at your picture.
Trying to find a flaw in your features.
No matter how hard I try, I find myself falling for you all over again.
I'm missing you.

Here I am, typing frantically on my keyboard.
Trying to forget you.
No matter how fast I type, your image appears so vividly in my mind.
I can't live without you.

p/s: I love you. Always have, always will.

Leona Lewis- Better in time

2008-08-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

i never thought or imagined it could hurt like this..

LOVE

2008-08-26T01:14:00.000-07:00

You have to agree with me, everyone loves to be loved.

Love represents a range of emotions and experiences related to the senses of affection and sexual attraction. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. This diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.
(the above was quoted from wikipedia)

Love is something that no one can completely define but in my opinion,
the best definition of love is from the Bible. A verse I'm trying my very best to live by.
It goes,

1st Corinthians 13:4-8
Love is patient; love is kind; love is not envious or boastful or arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice in wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Love is a not merely a feeling but a series of actions. (action speaks louder than words).

I know I'm not perfect neither will I ever be. So tolerate me while I work on trying to inculcate that definition of love into my life =) I LOVE YOU!

A problem faced by many, including me =)

2008-08-21T03:29:00.000-07:00

Hey people, if you are struggling to lose weight to look fetch and fab, you're not alone kay.. Many people are spending a lot of time planning and trying to lose weight/fat.
I myself find it challenging and rather time consuming to do so. Here are a few tips you can follow and before you know it, you are actually losing weight! wow, right? There are some steps you should and should not do. Some myths that you need to get out of your mind.

p/s: When I mean weight, it means unhealthy weight. Not muscles =)

1. Don't weigh yourself like several times a day. It'll just kill you inside. Trust me. Our weight fluctuates from time to time. When your body decides to retain more water and you're suddenly 54 kg instead of 53, don't worry. Sometimes it
's just water or more undigested food that your body haven't said goodbye to.
It will also make you less motivated if you see your weight going up instead of down.

2. Don't ever skip meals, especially eating only ONE BIG meal a day. People, including me use to think that skipping meals would be the best and fastest way to lose weight. Honestly, it works! For awhile..
You skip breakfast, lunch and dinner, then you'll look slimmer at night, but trust me, it's only temporary. Plus, when you skip a meal, your body detects the change and it turns on the 'starvation mode' in your body. Therefore, it'll absorb as much nutrients it can as possible the next time you eat something. Eating small and frequent meals will bring about a good effect.

3.You MUST adapt good eating habits. Say goodbye to 'Nasi Lemak' or McD. For breakfast, try eating oats, anything high in fibre(whole grain stuff-> brans, muesli..etc). Drink low fat milk instead of full cream. For lunch, increase fibre intake and reduce carbohydrate intake, especially white rice. If possible, try changing to brown rice. It's good for your colon as well as your weight. Also, don't completely cut out fat from your diet. Good fats(which can be obtained from oilive oil, nuts) are essential for burning bad fat.

4. Don't snack on unhealthy stuff! I'm being sucha hypocrite by just saying this. haha..It's so hard to say bye bye to mars bars, rocky, chachos.. mmhm..
Those snacks contain more calories than you can imagine *faints.

5. Cut down on those sweet drinks. I tried that before. When I stopped drinking my 3 in 1 coffee, i actually lost weight! :D

6. For your sake, Exercise! It's not only great for your outer appearance but your heart as well. Just by losing fat, you reduce a great risk of getting hypertension, diabetes .. So many I can't being to list them out or I won't be able to stop.
Taking an evening walk like half an hour a day would do a lot. Don't underestimate walking. Oh yeah! To girls out there, shopping doesn't count ya.. Hehe. You should brisk walk. I'm sure you don't brisk walk while shopping right?
Exercising will increase your metabolic rate plus, you'll be happier cause exercising releases endorphine and endorphine makes you happy.

7. Do housework. Help your poor mum :) and without knowing it, you'll be helping youself too! It's a win win situation for you both!
You are losing weight and being active while your mum gets the rest she desperately needs.
For example, when you mop the floor, you have to bend down to squeeze the water from the mop and move right-left-front-back-roundandround many times.
You'll burn more fat than sitting down and watching tv.

8. Last but most importantly, have discipline to carry out even those few steps.
I'm sure you'll notice an improvement in your body shape. Hehe..

Some entertainment for you guys! Laugh all you want, but make sure you still get the last laugh kay? :D

A master piece by Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown~

2008-08-12T08:40:00.000-07:00

For my fellow friends who have been reading my blog, I'm sorry for not updating.
Days have been tough and scary sometimes.
For everyone out there who is having a hard time, may it be bad results, a break up, an argument with your loved one or anything.. Keep pressing on cause the sun will shine in your life soon =)

This song goes to the one person that means everything to me.
(though you probably don't read my blog)

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air

[Chorus x2]

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

amy is emo-ing~

2008-07-28T06:57:00.000-07:00

Emo Emo Emo Emo..

One of the shortest word yet the most frequent word or feeling that cross my mind~

Heaven HelP!

How do I live without you..

2008-07-24T05:32:00.000-07:00

How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Please tell me baby
How do I go on

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

how do I live without you
how do I live without you baby
how do I live....

The Neopet Fever...

2008-07-17T04:42:00.000-07:00

I just recently discovered this childish, cute and mindless site which can entertain me for God knows how long.
Call me a kiddo but this site has really cute stuff and fun games. Mindless fun.
You don't really have to think when playing. All you have to do is click click click and click! (:
See? A good way to de-stress or to transmit your anxieties or anger.
Better than counter strike what.. No need to kill anyone.. Haha. Guys, you can shake your head in disagreement. I understand.

The pets you can get from Neopets by adopting it or creating it at the beginning of the game.
The most important thing is they're all really cute looking.
Me likey! =)

BE CAREFUL..

2008-07-14T06:50:00.000-07:00

Crime is not a once in a blue moon event or something that happen to only REALLY unfortunate people anymore..
It's so common that almost everyone living here in Malaysia treats crime as a scar that will remain in their lives forever..
Don't you agree with me that the crime rates now in Malaysia is just shocking? We , especially girls can no longer roam the streets of Malaysia freely like how our aunts and uncles used to..
We have to be really paranoid, with a pepper spray or even two in our palms..

Newsflash, heard bout young girls with full of potential in life get raped by a gang of guys who can't control their lust??!?
Or even younger girls like Nurul Jazlin getting sodomized , murdered .. What the hell..

Not only that, are you aware of the number of houses getting broken into lately? Or cars stolen? Or bags snatched..??..

Here are some precautions everyone should take note of and start practicing.

For girls,
1. Don't carry striking and handbags that can catch attention. Or really branded bags when
you're going to not-so-sophisticated places.
2. Don't dress in a too revealing manner. It'll create unwanted lust in man with no self control.
3.Carry a pepper spray everywhere you go and hold it in your palms when walking alone or dangerous areas.
4.Avoid going out too much at night, especially midnight or times when those kind of guys are lurking around.
5.Try not to go anywhere alone. Always bring a friend or more along. Bad people usually prey on vulnerable girls who are alone.
6.Try not to wear too high heels when walking, in case you need to flee. If you are, quickly remove heels and run bare footed.
7. Don't always move around a certain area at a particular time. People notice and they tend to prepare themselves for your next expected arrival. So spice up your life by making your routine a variety! =)
8.Always go clubs or bars with a trustworthy person. Look out for each other and never leave your drinks unattended.

For your home,
1. When you're off for a long holiday, get your neighbor to help you collect your papers. Don't let it stack outside your house!
2. When you're out at night, don't open too many lights inside as it is easy for them to look through your things. If your indoor lights are switched off, they are afraid to switch it on as they might catch your neighbors attention.
3. Fix alarm when possible. And place the siren at a noticeable spot. Trust me. It'll scare the bad guys away.
4. Put a CCTV outside your house. If you can't afford a real one, even a fake one will do. Who knows right? I'm sure they don't want to risk themselves being caught in the act.

For your child, sibling or anyone in that age group.
1. Never allow them to slip out of your sight. Always have TWO eyes on them.
2. If they attend kindergarten, make sure they go to one which are responsible and looks after them well enough.
3. Pick them up for kindergarten or school as early as possible.
4. Don't let them lurk around your garden unattended.
5. Love them. That's they key.. When you love someone, you'll do anything in your instinct to make sure they're safe =)

Dear readers, I hope this article has made you gain some knowledge or remind you of they things you must do for your safety and also the safety of your loved ones.
Do take care okay? :)

Btw, the list of to-do or to-follow things is just soooo long. So, here's a link if you're interested.

http://www.life.uiuc.edu/biophysics/students/handbook/safety.html

Cosmetic products. A friend or a foe?

2008-07-08T03:02:00.000-07:00

Most of you, like me, apply moisturizing cream before we go out in the morning or before we sleep, apply sunblock before we go out under the sun,make up, or spray deodorant to not-smell-bad.

My advise is to check the ingredients before buying the product you intend to. Why?

Several years ago, scientist found out that there were parabens inside breast tumors found in women.
Parabens can be in the form of methylparaben, proplyparaben, butylparaben (these are the more common ones)..
Apparently, parabens mimic estrogen causing the statistics of females having breast tumors and males producing less sperms to increase rapidly.

Well, all this are not 100% proven but I suggest we use less of stuff containing parabens.
Though I would love to use loads of cosmetic products to look pretty but yeah. Haha~..

Sighs..

2008-07-07T08:08:00.000-07:00

Cinderella story scenes aren't meant for everyone.

Random

2008-07-06T06:44:00.000-07:00

URGH~ I miss you..

Many reasons to love Shayne Ward.

2008-06-30T05:58:00.000-07:00

Breathless- Shayne Ward.

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to
change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve
given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless


Shayne Ward is awesome. I mean like he's handsome
for one thing but
most importantly,
I really love the songs he sing.
Call me outdated or whatever but Breathless is just perfect.
I only blog about it now because after listening to it
countless times, I still think it deserves to be one of the
sweetest song a guy can ever dedicate to his lover.
If only a guy dedicates the song and  mean every word
in the song..
*exhales. So romantic.
In the song, it's basically just expressing how much
he loves his girl and
that he wishes to marry her andbe with her forever.

It's just great that he acknowledges his girl friend's
goodness and appreciates her.

I haven't talked about the beat of this song yet.
It's like you're in a dream
where you're near the shore,
on a boat or something like that.
You can just imagine being on a yacht,
in your lovers arms and this song just plays softly
as the background where only the both of you can hear it..
Isolated by love, despite being surrounded by a hundred
people..

On top of that, Shayne Ward has two more
wonderful songs like
Until You and If that's Ok With you..
Until you is beautifully written too!
*It feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me*

I mean seriously, guys singing love songs with lyrics as
meaningful as this.Shayne Ward is almost history..
Most of the guys nowadays sing songs with obscene lyrics and
a catchy beat always talking bout
sex, clubs, and other immoralities.
I'm not saying all singers
or I'm not saying the other are bad. Just that
I realized many songs are full of vulgarities and etc.
Aiks~..
What happen to love? And peaceful songs?

In conclusion, it's worthwhile to be a fan of Shayne Ward.
Dear Shayne Ward, we're looking forward for more of your
love songs!
It's nice imagining being in my lovers
arms while listening to your song! :D

ammyyy

Current quotes to keep me going~

2008-06-29T07:54:00.000-07:00

Dear One and Only,

' As long as it doesn't kill us, it'll only make us stronger'.
This applies to my one and only :)

' Every thing happens for a reason '. Whatever happens is up to God and God alone.
We must live by His will and use this experience as a chance to strengthen ourselves.

' Live today to your fullest, as if there's no tomorrow. When tomorrow comes, look up and praise God. For we are able to encounter a whole new day with all kinds of different experiences all in one day~'

'I'll stand by you' -From a song, and I dedicate that to my one and only. Hehe..

'No one, no one can stand in the way of what I feel for you. When the rain is falling down, and my heart is hurting, you will always be around. This I know for sure. You and me together, through the days and night, I don't worry cause everything's gonna be alright. People keep talking. They can say what they like. I don't worry cause everything's gonna be alright.' - Alicia keys~ No one. So meaningful..

Made of Honor..

2008-06-28T21:15:00.000-07:00

A romantic and cute movie about a man, Tom Bailey ( Patrick Dempsey ) who is a Casanova and sleeps around with different girls everytime. He has this rule saying that he can't sleep with the same girl twice in a row or something like that. Every time he's down or needs true company, he'll turn to his best friend, Hannah (Michelle Monaghan) .

The perfect life ey?

Hannah went to Scotland for several weeks and it was then he realized he actually loved her. When he finally got the guts to love someone, he took the next step which is to tell Hannah he loves her when she gets back from Scotland . When she reaches back, he found out that a Scottish guy has proposed to her.
Hannah then gave him the honor to become her maid of honour =.='. Haha..
Anyway, feeling inferior, he tries to make himself look superior to Hannah's fiancee by playing basketball with him and etc, only to find out her fiancee and do a perfect slam dunk and he's some Scottish Duke. Haha~..Super rich guy~

To cut the long story short, he crashed their wedding and confessed to Hannah that he loves her..

Michelle fits the role of Hannah perfectly. She's beautiful without having to starve herself to be skinny as well as doing a lot of unnecessary procedures to her body just to make herself look prettier..
Guess she's one of the few actresses who became famous without having to be anaeroxically skinny. Hehe.

Don't you just love her smile? A women that looks down to earth enough to be someone just like you and me..

Patrick Dempsey is cute. In my opinion, he has this kinda look that appeals to a certain group of people tremendously but is only average looking to the others.
He does not have this common look that appeals to everyone. I might be wrong. Aiks~ This kinda things are very subjective.

This show is definately worth watching.. I bet girls will enjoy it more though.. The guys will think it's just another *mushy mushy love show..Btw, in the cinemas there weren't any guys there except those who went there with their girlfriends. Haha~

An update from miss applie :)

2008-06-25T06:11:00.001-07:00

My hair had split ends! Yeah~ after those hours of conditioning and showering my hair with TLC (tender loving care)..
I'm actually on a mission to keep long hair after going bob for the past several months~

The before~
The after~

I'm seriously soo sad I had to trim my hair~.. Can't wait to toss my hair around again!! That'll be months from now i guess.
Check this out! my sister was sweet enough share her sweet a.k.a 'vitamins' with me..
She said I need to be strong so that I can keep carrying her as she gets bigger!
(AWWWW....)

OKAY~ Meet Douglas~ I'll post a picture of that rascal when I can get a funny picture of him..Anyway, guess what he did? He was extra creative yesterday and drew pigs on our name list.Look properly.. First name, Aimy Lee. He thought that was me. He didn't know my name on the name list wasn't AMY. So the part with my name was empty. Poor Yuen Yu kena..

Another picture~
It's been awhile since I mingled with nature. Ever since I came to Penang to study, I've been out of touch with nature..Everyday also stay at home or feast or go shopping or to the movies. Today, Radika brought us to Botanical Garden! It's seriously so nice :)
I mean like so beautiful.. We were random and decided to go play in the stream. There was a waterfall there.
The water was sooo cooling and nice. Relaxing! Perfect way to relax after a hectic day cramming my head with chemistry * some stupid buffer stuff. Hehe..

Here's some pictures of us hanging out.
The three of us~ Whee~~
My toes actually look kinda freaky ..
YIKES!
My crazy and wonderful roommate. Trying to snap a picture of my elegant shoes on the rock. She was facinated with y shoes on the rock *sweats*..
Yuen Yu and Radika. Love you girls! They look so happy lah.. haha..
Me and Radika. We chased ikan!! :)

Langkawi was great!

2008-06-18T09:03:00.000-07:00

Hell yeah! I'm crazy. I'm allergic to milk and I ate this after my exams and before Langkawi trip. Erm, i'll skip.. Bet you don't wana hear what happened after that .. HEhe..

As I mentioned ealier, I spent my weekend in Langkawi. Right after my A- Levels exam.. Hehe..
By the way,my exams were okay I guess. Fingers crossed~!

I traveled by car to Langkawi and then by ferry from Kedah. The ferry journey was boring and kinda dusty. Hehe. Flying is always better but it's going to cost alot of $$ ! hehe.

My family and I stayed at Westin. Heard of it before?
I like the layout and all. I went there last year but it wasn't as fun as this trip cause it was under construction that time and I didn't managed to use quite a number of facilities yet .. =(

This is one of the nice flower deco I came across at Westin Lobby..
The first day, I did nothing much but stay in the room and watch a movie. I brought DVD *ehem.. the Heartbreak Kid and How to lose a guy in 10 days(Kate Hudson is gorgeous!)..
They had a DVD player in the room! (guess they can just predict Malaysians) *Go beach and watch DVD~ heh..

Well, I wasn't that typical a Malaysian when my mum dragged me out to the swimming pool and we found out we could play squash anytime we like! I stink at squash~ Dad beat me FLAT..

At night there was Batman Begins on - can't remember what channel.. SEE! The actor got this articulate look~!~
MUAHAH~ *evil grins..
I had this! for breakfast~ yummy. I didn't care about it having milk as it's main content of what. makan sajalah! sedap ma!
Salmon was great! i LOVE SMOKED SALMON~
I ordered this err... food.. it's something like pancake but it's not. They use pancake paste with orange shreads inside. They spread it out on their pan to make it as thin as possible.
I ate that with vanilla cream!

(every action has an equal and opposite reaction- Newton's 3rd Law) - My afternoon wasn't so fine lah. For my friends who know about my intolerance, you can guess what I did in the afternoon =.='
After that situation, I went to the playground to ..PLAY! I just love swings, don't you? =)
We found this Wii room at the recreation area . They had PS 2 and nintendo wii. Heard of it before?
The pic below are the controls of the nintendo wii. It has a sensor and it's really cool.
We can play bowling with the remote controls. All you have to do is to hold the control in yr hand and pretend yr playing bowling in real life. Like move your hands and the person in the TV will follow yr hand movement. Hehe. Good exercise, no doubt bout that - at least you move yr whole body unlike PS 2. Only finger exercise. Haha. (no offence though)

The singers sang The Carpenter's songs! Lovely. Their voices were awesome. *A round of applause for them.. !
This is for smoking opium I think. Found lotsa this stuff in the Lobby. Purely for decoration .. No one smoking opium there. Hehe.
The layout around Westin..
Swimming pool!

-amy-
xoxo

Aly and Aj- No one

2008-06-16T08:01:00.000-07:00

"No One"

I am moving through the crowd
Trying to find myself
Feel like a guitar that's never played
Will someone strum away?

[Chorus:]
And I ask myself
Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key?
and invent a whole new me
and I tell myself
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One
But me..

You are moving through the crowd
Trying to find yourself
Feelin' like a doll left on a shelf
Will someone take you down?

[Chorus:]
And you ask yourself
Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key?
and invent a whole new me
Gotta tell yourself
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One
But me..

Your life plays out on the shadows of the wall
You turn the light on to erase it all
You wonder what it's like to not feel worthless
So open all the blinds and all the curtains

No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One
But me..

We are moving through the crowd...

Everyone is supposed to have a purpose in life. A calling, I've been searching and seeking, seems like I can't find out who do I want to be..

I'm studying A Levels now and I'm still completely lost. Medicine, Journalism, Law, Business, Masscom??!?! Which one?

I can't believe it's been half a year already and I have to put in my Uni applications soon.. And I'm still clueless of what I want to do and who do I want to be ~ Heaven helP!

I want to be a doctor, cause I'm *ehem, altruistic by nature.. *coughs again..
Haha, well I do want to help people .. But.. I'm not sure if I will enjoy doing it for a living..
6 years of studying .. and many many years of hard work. To be honest, I still don't dare to look at a dead body~ yikes..

Journalism.. Hmm, I really wish I can be a writer for a fashion magazine or something. It'll be fun you know, trying out new things and experiencing it yourself and then testifying about it for everyone else~... cool right? Like, how to look fab in all shapes and sizes.. haha.. I could ask ideas from professionals or read up a lot about it myself.. It'll be cool. But, will I be able to keep this exciting and demanding job even when i'm 40 going on 50?

Law.. Blame it on Boston Legal. ish..

Business.. I kinda like it , i guess? I'm fine with it..~ Just.. worried I might not fit in perfectly..

Mass comm? Heard it's fun.. hehe..

I seriously have no idea which path belongs to me.. Or rather which path suits me best..Or which path will I enjoy it's journey the most..

Any advise people???

MATANG trip.. or is it SEPATANG?? *

2008-06-09T06:56:00.000-07:00

I FEASTED! yes, I did. hehe..
I SO impressed my mum n dad's friends.. ahaha.. We went to, err.. Matang.. Or was it Sepatang. For you folks who don't know where that is, it's somewhere near Taiping. Erm, you have to pass Simpang first.. Okay, I SUCK at navigation. Anyway, it's like by the seaside of something so the seafood there is really fresh and juicy :)

The above is called lai liu har .. a direct translation from chinese would be peeing prawn.. Or at least I think it's like that.. haha. You all know I suck at Chinese right? *yikess..
Here are the bigger ones.. Yummy~ Juicy juicy..
Poor *peeing prawns.. In the slaughter chamber.. To feed hungry amy..
Poor crabby too.. Tied up. *ps: I didn't eat the crab..

This is called.. er, balitong.. anyone knows?
Cockles! hhahaha... Yumyum..~
We got this view from our eating table~ Nice? The sunset and all.. Makes me want to be there again, at that very moment =)

Our view and entertainment, their house~

Fishing boat :D

Now amy is smiling.. Her smile reaches her tummy.. Hehe..

Some update for you =)

2008-06-05T05:23:00.000-07:00

Sorry about the first post. I totally screwed my comp key board. To be honest, it's because i'm so dumb, i actually accidentally changed my fonts to Chinese =.= .. Because I'm so 'dumb dumb', I didn't know how to change back and I love you happens to be one of the few fonts I know in my Chinese vocabulary. HEY, at least it was touching.. haha..

Here is an update from me.

Spent the last few weeks doing last minute studying for Chemistry, Biology and Maths. I guess I sucked too at this exam, just at a different degree. Haha. Not as bad as trials but I'm still not satisfied. What do you expect from last minute stuydin！ haha..

Anyway, I'm back in Taiping now and I'm so tired. Thanks to the authorities who banned Konsortium's reckless drivers from driving the big bus, we people actually suffer more. I had to wait 2 hours at the gross bus station in Butterworth just to wait for my bus. Now I'm home sweeeettttt HOME! haha..

1 2 3！

2008-06-05T05:19:00.000-07:00

我爱你！！

Chris Daughtry - Home * from the bottom of my heart

2008-05-25T07:52:00.000-07:00

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
[ Home lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old.
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

A holiday isn't complete without FEASTING..

2008-05-15T00:38:00.000-07:00

Park royal! Haha.. I went for a holiday just before my AS exams and i'm blogging too! haha. Bad habit. Don't follow..
Anyway, my weekend was great and I cherished every moment with my family. Love ya'll.

Check this out! So sweet ya??
FOOD!!!!! HEHE... Can't live without with good food..

Then I got a free dinner! Don't ask how and why, but maybe cause they know I LOVE food? HEHE...

*** it's a prawn i think.. or dunu what lah.. with lovely fish.. looks like nothing but it's damn filling!

Just LOVE the layout of that restaurant..
Dessert! LOVELY.. VERY VERY VERY nice especially if you've been deprived=.='

(dear creamy ice cream, you don't know how much pain you've brought upon me)

STRAWBERRY SO CUTE!

And i Got free lunch :D
Again, more of mua loves ..
So like I've said, i spent my holiday eating.. FEASTING i should say..

Amy says :

2008-05-12T07:22:00.000-07:00

I'm back home , in my hometown, bumming..

HAHA

You cut me open and I..

2008-04-28T06:50:00.001-07:00

keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love.

That song kept playing in my head today ..

Don't be silent, cause I miss you.

A day like today don't come along often..

2008-04-28T06:08:00.000-07:00

Woke up LATE, nearly MISSED the van and went to school in a BLUR. That's how I started my day.
Chemistry class was.. err err.. okay, we studied about electrochemistry.. All the writing half equations and crap...
After that, I went out for lunch with Yuen Yu, Wei Yee and Khai KIt. It was FUN! At least it made me like really happy and forget all the other hell that's been happening. hehe.

When we got back, we saw this ROMANTIC scene. Mable's car is a good kisser you know..
Look at the sweet couple dating under the hot sun. Got flowers some more.

Here's another snapshot. This babe of Mable is very nice to sit in. HEHE.

Pontenged 1 lecture today and guess what? Mable sent me back and I realized I locked myself out of my own apartment =.='
Now I'm begining to agree with my friends comments saying I'm forgetful and clumsy and etc etc. Cause now it's written all over my face. hehe.

My day continued with Edmunds birthday party. Here's the best part. Wei Jin , Marianne and Aiimie gave me a lift there and guess what? When they just arrived, Edmund also arrived as he was sending Douglas back from school today(HWAT?? OF ALL DAYS).. So Edmund kinda suspected something and approached WeiJin and asked"what are you doing here?" Everyone was lost for words and they finally said "Marianne wana pass Amy some notes" So she came out and pretended to pass me her bio notes" *Edmund fell for that. PHEW.

When we arrived at Northam beach, we had to play hide and seek with Edmund. That was hilarious. Wei Jin was like driving to avoid Edmund.

Anyway, when Edmund came, Ee Lyn and gang had prepared for him a SWEEEETTT suprise cake.. and guess what? I'm sure it made Edmund feel younger. HEHE. Wil tell you soon.

(some pictures i took at northam beach. not edited kay..) hehe
Alrighty. so here's whats so sweet. It was a power rangers cake! AWWW.

The cake was then put to good use =)
SMILE EDMUND!
oh ya,reminder: i can lend u pimple cream if u need * MUAHAHA

Anyway, going home made me kinda sad but thank God for Yuen yu. She means the world to me :)

Crap, crap and more crap =) heeehe

2008-04-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

5 easy steps:
1) Put your music player on shuffle.
2) Press forward for each question
3) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4) With the answers, comment on how it relates to the question.
5) Tag your mates

How am I feeling today?
Usher-Love in this club
(what the heck? LOL)

Will I get far in life?
Florida and Tpain-Low
(what the heck,again)

How do my friends see me?
natalie Imbruglia-Torn
(mm, sometimes, when I'm being like so emo)

Will I get married?
taylor swift-teardrops on my guitar
(aww, means no?) haha

What is my best friend's theme song?
Britney-piece of me
(yeah right!)

How is my life going?
Amy winehouse-back to black.
mm, pretty much i guess

When can you get ahead of life?
beyonce-irreplaceable

What's the best thing about your friends?
carrie underwood-don't forget to remember me
(yeah babes) hehe

What song will they play at my funeral?
jordin sparks-no air
(there's no air in my coffin rite? :S)

How does the world see me?
mariah carey-touch my body

*okayOKAY, that didn't just sound wrong. it IS wrong. lol

How can I make myself happy?
celine dion-it's all coming back to me now
according to this song, it isnt suppose so make me happy

What should I do with my life?
shakira-hips don't lie

be a professional belly dancer! WHEE

Will I ever have children?
high sch musical2-gota go my own way

What song would you strip to?
chris brown-with you..
=.='

What does your mom think of you?
colbie caillat-realize

HAHA. she has always realize i'm adorable :) *tsktsk

What is your deep, dark secret?
hillsong-mighty to save

God is mighty to save and im sharing it with d world. not my deep secret. LOL

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
celine dion-to love u more
*lols

What is your personality like?
jordin sparks-tattoo

*im so gorgeous that i'm inscripted on my friends heart like a TATTOO. HEHE

What song will be played at your wedding?
celine dion-taking chances

WHoo! we're taking a chance and a leap of faith dude~ hehe