A day before exams ~

I had a wonderful morning. Woke up at 8am, and walked up maxwell hills with my mum and darling sister. I had a great time though it was merely like any morning. It's most probably because I have been looking at things at a different perspective. I am enjoying my life much more than before. After an incident that took place a year plus ago, I was one of the most negative person around. Mhhm.. I guess i've changed? and returned to my old bubbly self. Hehe.

During our walk up, there was a couple walking in front of us. They were both in love. haha.
They looked young and innocent, and happy =D
Well, this kind of love just isn't for everyone, is it? Well, it all depends I guess. hehe.
It depends if a person has the guts to fall in love. I mean, why do they call it ' falling' anyway?

After our walk, we went to the playground! Anne's turn to have lotsa fun. She was running up the big slide and pushing her way through~ ganas!She even bullied a younger girl. mhhhph! naughty~~

Today was one of those rare days where we actually ate out. We usually
ta-pau the food back home. Good exposure for my little sis. hehe.

Here I am now, at home, too lazy to read any more biology. So, I decided to spend my time blogging.

My day is going to be, mundane. I'll have to read my whole Biology text book (thank God I'm already half way through that).
Next, I have to make sure I have everything ready for my exams, which I'm pretty sure I already have them.

Badminton! Yeah, I know it's crazy to play badminton a day before ones exams. According to mum, it's going to help to improve my circulatory system. It's just what I need before my exams. So, I'll go tonight. Plus, I get to meet up with some of my fellow-badminton friends~

Oh yeah, bio alternative to practical is tomorrow.


I'm sure God will help me and He's the only one who can sit beside me and talk to me during my exams =)
What an awesome God we have .. hehe. Yeah, He really is.

Gosh~ I'm supposed to stop blogging -.-

Okay, I'm supposed to stop blogging and start focusing on my exams. As usual, goals like this are usually in vain . Ehhe.

So what's up with me? Well, I've been having really weird dreams about someone. This person doesn't exactly know my existance. I mean we kinda know each other, but, I haven't talked to him in person.

The irony is, I think of him as a good person and those goodie goodie guys but he always appear as the antagonist in my dreams.
I have been dreaming bout this particular person every night. It's like a nightmare =(

Well, anyway, I want to introduce some of my buddies * drum rolls*

Okay, so there's Sui Aing, my bestie. Hehe.
She's so like me. We can talk non-stop about nonsensical stuff. -don't ask-
I'm gonna miss her when I leave this place. My dream and hope is to be her roommate =)
haha. Okies Sui Aing? I book you already. Okies? Haha. Ps: Guy's, don't mess with her. Cause i'll getcha~ Reminder : Ehems* I have muscles kay!:)

Then there's Shernren. haha. He's really nice. I met him at YWC 2006 and he's like among the few I actually keep in touch with. So yeah. Supportive friend.
You have helped me in many ways. Though you're so far away and hanging out with you can only be like a once a year thingie, you're still on my good friends list kay? Plus, thanks for all the"hellos in the morning". They really cheer me up like anything!! haha. PS: I always disturb you during tutorials and lectures eh, naughty me.

Shirley, okay, so I decided to blog about you first. You're cute and funny. You can get the gang laughing. I sure miss you loads cause I havent seen you for the longest time. The times when we used to discuss about the lastest fashion and all. Now, I'm sucha plain-Jane. Well, its all good. Once my exams are over, we can have more girl-talk.Hehe. I love you as you are and you're good in your own ways =)

Nat, you're a nice guy. Though people may talk about you, and say stuff about you, I think you're fine being who you are. You're fun and -talkative-. Haha. You're non-cina style. You look kinda caucasian-like. It's been fun gossiping about you. Oh yeah, your post is so cool, I like it so much. Duh~ I'm in it! haha. Yeah, it's been the longest time since we last met. Don't worry about the messy hair today, like I said, It's the fashion among Koreans now. Hehe. Plus, Im used to bad hair days. I'm quite happy the My News.com didnt sell ciggies. It's for your own good.
Ps: You have a cool slang !

Okays, Im lazy to write more. Have to continue studying =.=.

What I MUST do after my exams :

1. Read more stuff. I mean articles and posts and stories with good English. It's a MUST! haha.
2. I need to start learning how to read and write in Mandrin. According to my dad, it's a must.
3. I want to partay all the time with James, my brother. Im gonna date my brother, mmhmkay, that sounds weird but, hey! Nothing's normal. just joking. I'm gonna force him to follow me shopping and being him, he'll just tag along and complain, saying i'm a very dominating sister. owh~
4. Meet up with my long lost friends and my gang. (You know who you are)
5. I'm going to day dream . I'm a real dreamer.


That's all for now. I better stop now, just in case you're bored :)

*God bless.

Random

Haven't been blogging much lately and I'm really frustrated with my blog. People have been telling me stuff like, ' I posted a comment on your blog. ' ,only to find out I didnt receive anything.

Anyway, I've been packed with work and tuitions. Plus, I have exam jitters. My exams are this tuesday and they drag on for a month. I wish they didnt drag my O's so long. =(

So i'll be travelling to Penang this Monday and I'll be staying with my mum's friend for the night.

I wont be posting anything till after my exams, till then, God bless you all.

If you are sitting for any form of major exams, all the best and take care ! =)


*amy*

Celebrities.

Miss Duff
I wish I could be like them. I secretly do. Always wondering how they got this picture perfect, I watched a documentary on channel E!.

Apparently, they spend heaps on their looks. From their face to their body. Phew.. I can never afford that kind of lifestyle. 6million for a facial massage ? Gosh~

I guess, I'd rather be plain Jane than spending way more than should. Plus, I'll never walk the red carpet. Haha. I mean as a Celebrity.
On my wedding, yeah. I'll make sure I look gorgeous for my gorgeous one =)

:) The past :(

The past plays a very strong effect on our lives today. It determines our future as well as our present personality.

Do you agree with me? If you don't, it's okay. We all have our own opinions and views.

I used to hold on to my past like a chain placed around my neck. It was strangling me, and yet i was so oblivious about it. I lived each day as if everything was perfect, everything was normal.
It was till one day when I realised, letting go of the past is all i needed to do to return to my old, bubbly personality.

I was suffocating because of envy. Yes, I was jealous of someone. I was jealous of Miss-Perfect while I'm only half perfect.
She was( and still is )gorgeous, pretty, beautiful and guys would fall in love with her the minute they lay eyes on her. They would want her so badly. Because of her, (we) drifted apart.

I was mad at her. So mad..So jealous.
It was a long time before I could forget the past and move on.

Now, I've realised that life is not just plainly about being the most beautiful girl or being the hottest. It's about who you really are inside. No point looking like Miss Perfect but acts like a .. err.. jerk?
Life is about being who you really are( ps: if you're horrible, i mean really horrible, which i doubt you are, it'll be a different story)you'll realise how beautiful life is. How God can constantly mould you and shape you to be who He wants you to be. The more you allow Him to guide you by your hand, the happier you'll be.

I have learnt this personally and It's a beautiful experience.
I'm also thankful for the people around me constantly guiding me and talking to me.. Helping me through tough moments :)
God bless you all.

You know who you are lah. Cause you know the whole howeeble story .

Love you all loads :)

Special thanks to Nottynotty Nat, for inspiration to blog about something like that

*amy

New look, new thoughts.

Okay people. So I had this crazy I idea and I cut my hair short. Bob style. It's not exactly bob but something like that. I wanted mine to look like Victoria Beckhams or Rihanna and mine ended up looking slightly more like Rihannas'. It's not bad and I think I look okay in it. Though.. Nevermind..


So what do you think? Credits to Nat for editing my pic =)


Tonight was wondeful. In fact, today was wonderful. It's merely a simple sunday but I guess it's because I look at things differently. Well, I spent my morning in church and Pastor Tan was talking about Christian Service and it got me thinking. The moment I finish my O's, I'm going to tutor the less fortunate children for free. At the same time, I can share with them God's grace and mercy because God indeed have blessed me abundantly.

Afternoon was great. Why? Because I did nothing but bumming around and talking to some great friends. They really make me laugh. Plus, the laugh at me too :) And I'm glad about that.


Then night came. Went over to my grands to have steamboat. Trust me.. My grandma's steamboat soup recipe is the BEST :) Similar to buying a ticket to heaven. No, that's exaggerating. Just trying to explain how good it taste. Hehe. Prawns, loads of fisshiesss.. Seafood. Meatballs. Yum Yum.. My uncle, the best joker around was there constantly entertaining us. Overall, I.. I mean we, had a wonderful time.


So, I just want to say thanks to a few people.

Anne: Baby sis, you kept me smiling and laughing all day.
Li wern: Big bro, you're irreplaceable. Thanks for everything.
Nat:Thanks for helping me edit my photos. They look great. Thanks too for entertaining me with some crap. lol.

And the lists goes on and on.. Friends, thank you kay? Can't be typing it all down cause indeed I'm blessed with many friends who bless me :)

*amy*

Here's some random stuff.

NEW YORK



I was talking to a friend just now about studying in America. We ended up talking about the safety there, especially in New York.

Me:Yeah, it's like you can get shot by your enemy.*touch wood*.

Nat:Nah, you can randomly get shot..*touch more wood*

Me:Not forgetting you can even get bombed anytime...*hugs a thick tree*.



Well, here some random stuff. At least I think it's funny. Hehe.

Ps: Nat is a cool guy. *someone perasaan* Muahaha.

Yup, I love babies :)

Babies are beautiful . Yes, they are. A baby is selfish, naughty and sometimes smelly. Still, I love them for being all those. They are born to be selfish but their parents teach them, they're naughty, their parents punish them.
They are so adorable, everytime I see a little baby, I feel like doing nothing else but going straight to him/her and giver him/her a nice cuddly hug. Unfortunately, I can't do that to every simgle baby I see.

There's my baby sister. She's already 5 but she'll always be my baby sister. No matter how old she is. She's cheeky, cute. smart, beautiful, adorable and like I said just now.. Selfish and a little smelly at times. She's so adorable that she can make my brother and I do stupid things just to see her smile and her rosy cheeks turn rosier. *smiles* Whenever she wants something, she'll give me the doggy doggy eyes and say ' Jie, can I please have it? ' Then i'll usually say ' Yes. ' Then she smiles.
On occasions when I say no, this is what happens. She'll say 'Jie, please.. can I have it? I REALLT REALLY want it '. Then I give her whatever she wants. Hehe. Nola. I mean depends on what she asks for =) I love her so muchie..

Then there the drop-dead-handsome baby Brian. He's one of the most adorable babies ever lived. He's witty, cute and chubby. Ps: He's greedy as well. He can really eat alot. I clearly remembered him stuffing Honey Stars into his mouth and it's like he has special saliva that he's is capable of swallowing without chewing. HAHA.


Babies are cute.


The moment I see a baby, I remember God's ever lasting love. He looks after us like we are babies. His constant care and love makes us grow and mature. He is strict when we do what we shouldn't. That's why, we are called his children and I'm proud to belong to Him.


Another thought.. Some people are plain cruel! Baby Ying Ying was burnt. She would have turned 3 few days ago. Im sorry this have to happen to her. Poor child. May God bless her.
Then there's Nurin. *exhales loudly* What is this world turning to? Please pray for the safety of the people around you and if you have siblings or children, make sure you keep an eye on them all the time.

That's all for now .
Take care and may God bless you.

The girl who is obsessed about her hair .. hehe

<-The Alba look .. Nice?



-> The Ashley Tisdale look . =)




Is it wrong to be obsessed with something? o_O

The girl above, the plain jane look * . *

Okay, so this is my latest hairstyle. I mean my fringe finally GREW back! After mum's disastor.
It still sucks, but at a lower percentage.

After my exams, im going BOB. Hehe. Don't laugh but yeah, I want to try something new. Plus, if it doesnt suit me, it'll grow back by the time I enter UNI. =)

I just woke up and my feelings are all tangled up. Blame it on Marcuz(sweet revenge konon). Hehe. JUST JOKING.
Like -bigboymarcuz-said,'I'm a brave girl =)'.. *smiles proudly*

No, wait. It was me who said it, and convinced him to agree. o_O.

I'm currently sitting down with my Business Studies book infront of me(only half my attention to it).. Sipping a cup of coffee.. mmhhmm.. yumm..


YAY! Yih Hon[big boy marcuz] is starting to blog again. and he said its cause of me. *smiles proudly*
God bless you and your girl =)

I'm so happy you still remember me once in awhile ;)

Okay peeps, that's all for today. I've been blogging more than I should already .

Till the next time I blog, take care and God bless you all..

I want to go Switzerland!! Specially for Lynn*Roxie Applie..

Impianku............ Versace.
Lost for words...


I'm dying to be right there.

I want to be no where but here..


Okay, so Im writing a post when Im supposed to be studying. HAHA.
Well, just shows how bored am I. I cant seem to focus much. My little cousin is going to Switzerland in a few days time! It's so cool . I wish I could go to but mum says I can, if I graduate(provided I study hard in the process), work, save hard, then I too can tour Europe..

Lynn, remember to enjoy yourself to the maximum. You're so fortunate. Thank God for that =)..

My Engish teacher told me about her experience at Switzerland. According to her, she wished she could just settle down there and live there forever. It's sooo beautiful.

Do you want to go Switzerland now??

I do.. *drools*