Harry Potter fever~

Ironic isn't it? How when Harry Potter was the 'thing', I somehow payed no attention to the book or the movie. I remember lying down on Sui Aing's bed like few years ago staring blankly into her TV screen while everyone else enjoyed the movie, squealing whenever Harry makes an appearance(i think it's Harry). It was either the Philosophers Stone or Chambers of Secret..

It was not till the beginning of the year that I had the Harry Potter fever, both literally and metaphorically.
Literally cause I was reading the books frantically trying to finish it ASAP to find out what happen to Harry and his friends next till I got a fever due to perhaps lack of sleep.
To say I went a little crazy would be an understatement. Lets just say that now, I have watched the movies 1-5 at least twice, and same goes for the book. Each of them, I was equally absorbed in the story line.

J.K Rowling sure knows how to get her readers. Throughout the whole series, I realized that the main theme of this book has got to be friendship, sincerity and love(not the romantic kind). The romantic kind of love definitely appears in the book but it's not the main part of the book, though I have to say the growing romance between Ron and Hermoine is simply adorable!

The Philosophers Stone movie. Honestly, the movie was quite badly done but it's good enough to make a freak like me enjoy it. Lol.




Hermoine is really cute, especially in the first book when she places her hands up frantically everytime asked an academic question. The lil miss know it all.

Lifeless~

I've been trying to find hope. Searching, seeking, still nothing. Can someone please take me away from here. If things can't change here, on earth, then take me somewhere else. Anywhere would do. Just not here.

Everyday has been tourmenting, though I try to seek pleasures in small things, it does not cover nor ease the pain. 

I really hate myself. For taking advantage of everyday the past year. Thinking that things would be just the was I not to realize it could all disappear in just one night. When everything goes the exact opposite of how I wished, hoped and begged it to be.

Life has indeed been sucked of me. Happy am I, only at a superficial level. When will this stop?

So please, take me back, or take me away~

..

We're not singing the same song.. 

Heart of the Matter - India Arie.

And I thought of all the bad luck,
And all the struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I've been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There's a yearning undefined
And people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
They're the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work they put between us,
You know it doesn't keep us warm

I've been trying to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my heart is so shattered
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

All the people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carryin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside

I want a happily everafter
And my heart is so shattered
But I know it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh gets weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if you don't love me anymore
Even if you don't love me anymore

....

Yup..

Dead

My blog is almost officially dead! :(
I remember when I used to update oh-so-often but now I just don't have the inspiration and patience to write. I think I know why. Blame it on the assignments! Kill the joy of creative writing and colorful imaginations.. Lol.

The internet connection is also terribly sucky. Sadly, I can't really get the wireless connection from my room cause I'm on the highest floor :D
So I usually go downstairs to the common e-lounge. Can't blog with so many people surrounding me.. sighs.
but it's all going to be good soon!
I'm not that negative k..

xoxo,
amy

INSOMNIA!!!

http://familydoctor.org/online/famdocen/home/articles/110.html

Insomnia! A terrible problem for me. To be honest. Mine isn't real insomnia. It's just me being very very

reluctant to sleep. Aiks.

There's so much to do. Plus I wana talk to my sweetheart during the holidays. Haha..

I've been sleeping at 4am and waking up just in time for lunch! At 1 pm.

Really really bad.

I MUST mend and readjust my biological clock before the holidays end. I have 9 am classes on Monday.

:D

Good morning folks. It's 4 am.

But for me, it's good night (:

Amy

xoxo

My heart is the piano, my emotion's the pianist and my life is a song.

“Music speaks what cannot be expressed, soothes the mind and gives it rest, heals the heart and makes it whole, flows from heaven to the soul.”

“Music is what feelings sound like.”

“Those who danced were thought to be quite insane by those who could not hear the music.”

“To stop the flow of music would be like the stopping of time itself, incredible and inconceivable.”

“Music and rhythm find their way into the secret places of the soul”

“Music is love in search of a word.”

A few music quotes that I find really meaningful and deep.

Despite whatever lovely definition there is about music, I think there's no exact definition for it.

It's a feeling and a sound that can't be defined. It varies from each person as it touches everyone differently.

My life is a song. A song written by my emotions. Sometimes careful and precise, sometimes impulsive and irrational. 

My heart is the piano, the instrument. The song is a dull and depressing one when I'm down.

When I'm in love, my emotions can compose a song that brings me and my lover to wherever we wish to be.

I love music. I have them turned on whenever I'm in my room. 

Can't live without it (:

It calms me down, it makes me happy.. It makes me sad too; unfortunately..

Things to do on a cold, rainy and windy day ! :D

    

                       Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

But there's one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

                                                                    

Today is a cold cold, windy day and it's been raining since I got up.

It's ironic how days like today can be both liked and hated. Surprisingly, I actually enjoyed today...

Despite the fact that I had to stay in my room all day, with the heater turned on full blast and rolled up in bed....

Lol.

Here's how to spend a cold, rainy and windy day (: 

Disclaimer: I happen to enjoy doing this kinda stuff. Lol. I'm not sure if you'll like it too.

1. Get up as late as you can! Slowly roll out of bed. Take your time and savour the comfort of your bed.

2. Slowly take a nice warm shower. Enjoy the heat and use your favorite body wash. 

3. Put on your favorite warm clothing. Comfy and warm.

4. Make a nice cup of coffee or hot chocolate.

5. Turn on Andy Davis-Laugh so you don't cry- It has a happy tune. To battle whatever moodiness is going on outside.

6. Slowly sip your coffee/chocolate/tea and get a nice story book. 

7. Watch a movie when you're sick of books. 

8. Eat chocolate. Comfort food =)

9. Breathe the air from outside when you can. Cause it's usually fresh.

10. Have a nice chat with some of your friends.

11. Do some thinking. About life. Your life, the life of your loved ones.

12. Imagine stuff. Happy happy thoughts ! :D

BEtter stop. It's getting kinda lame...

PS: One thing to never do on rainy days. Don't study Economics!! Keep it for another day :) trust me on that!

Holidays...

Here's how things are. I thought I was looking forward to my 2 week Easter break. 

I WAS looking forward, till all my buddies started leaving. One by one.

One went, then another, and another, and another. Till there was me. Just me :(

Dramatic but true.

My hall of residence was soo quiet. Like out of 24 residents on my floor, there were only 2 left for the weekend. More came back few days later. But my sweetie, Mandy is not around. Therefore, I'm still lonely. 

I did absolutely nothing much. I watch Heroes, The Secret life of the American teenager(i recommend!) and a movie, Wild Child.

I also read Eclipse(twilight 3rd book) and some other romance novels by Linda Howard. 

I did no studying. I should probably work harder this 2nd week! 

Procrastinating is my greatest strength :D *smiles proudly*

I really enjoy sipping hot/warm coffee/hot chocolate. It's my comfort drink. Whenever I'm stressed, sad or lonely, those comfort drinks never fail to put a small teeny weenie smile on my heart.

Surprisingly, I can't wait for the holidays to end. Time flies when there's classes and homework. Therefore, if time flies, I get to go home sooner. I don't have to sit here and feel homesick. CAUSE I CAN FREAKING GO HOME! :D :D :D

Lucky cause of you..

Standing by the hill. Pondering you.

Thinking about the all the times we had.

We were different back then.

Wild, happy and fearless.

I would do whatever just to go back to the start again.

I know there's so much more waiting for us but..

We were awesome back then. 

It's because you could always come to me anytime I wanted you too.

Despite of that, I would still pout. Selfish me.

Guess I can never get enough of you. 

Now? I just want to sing the song lucky for you by Jason Mraz.

doo doo.. de. dada..

Do you hear me.. I'm talking to you..(heart to heart)

Across the water across the deep blue ocean (the one that separates Australia 

                                                              and New Zealand)
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying. (yup, damn hard)

Boy I hear you in my dreams (basically, i dream about you)
I feel your whisper across the sea (I can feel you whenever the wind blows)
I keep you with me in my heart (yup, not inside my pocket -erhm..)
You make it easier when life gets hard(sometimes, it's the opposite,

                                                     but it's okay :) jk .. lol )

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been(penang last year!- in your heart!

                                                     even the crappy apartment) 
Lucky to be coming home again(Malaysia!) 
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh 

They don't know how long it takes 
Waiting for a love like this 
Every time we say goodbye 
I wish we had one more kiss(yeah.. you should know why)
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will(I did, remember)

And so I'm sailing through the sea(Flying actually, but sailing

                                                sounds more romantic)
To an island where we'll meet(Penang!)
You'll hear the music fill the air 
I'll put a flower in your hair(No, you put for me) 

Though the breezes through trees 
Move so pretty you're all I see 
As the world keeps spinning round 
You hold me right here right now 

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend 
Lucky to have been where I have been 
Lucky to be coming home again 
Lucky we're in love in every way 
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed 
Lucky to be coming home someday 

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh 
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

YAY! 

Sorry, bit lame..