Sunday, August 31, 2008

Tagged by Sze Wei =)

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
Depends? My parents do (a guy who treats me well of cause), but do I allow myself anymore?

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
Irresistible :p JK, talkative!

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
BOTH. You can only work out with both sides loving each other.

4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Yup! It's tormenting.

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
Depends a lot. Cause love involves sacrifice. The more you love a person, the more he/she can hurt you.

6 ) What's the best thing to do with the one you love?
Everything =)

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
I can't force you.

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Yeah, I'm currently trying to love someone. Someone I had to let go because I love him.
Aiks~ I wont bore you with my complications. haha.

9 ) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
Common. Just like everyone. There's jealousy in everyone. You can't deny it. There surely is a little ..

10 ) What would you say to playboys/playgirls?
Get a life-

[[ * PART 2 * ]]

1 ) Best place to cry?
In my lovers arms.

2) Who do you love the most?

3 ) Tell us about ur dream last night?
him. Everyday without fail~

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
Yes, not for long though, cause hating someone will cause me to eventually suffer.

5 )The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
Erm, can't remember.

The last person..
-you had a beer with?
Brother.. Or was it friends? can't remember~

-you went to the movies with?
Yuwei, khaikit, choonchiat and weihan - Meet Dave~

-you talked on the cell phone with?

-you hugged?
My sister. Or was it my mum? can't remember cause I hug em often.

-you yelled at?
My baby sister.For taking all the gold medals and putting them on my bed. haha.

In the last week have you..
~Kissed someone?
.... haiz

~Danced crazy?

Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
Thought I was cheated.

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
I want a thousand more wishes. but I really wish him well.

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Hawaii! or Paris?? Can't decide :S

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
Erm, i can't remember. I only remember being a saint. LOL. I'm KIDDING bout the saint part.

Are you old fashioned?
That's for YOU to define :)

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
I do not love them back.

What thing would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
My love~

5 Facts About Me:
Shy but talkative when you've unleashed the chatterbox.
When I love someone, I really do.
Lazy~ huh, who isn't.. haha.

5 Things that Scares Me:
Losing someone that I love dearly. It's hell.
Vindictive people.
People who show their anger easily.
Horror movies.

7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
Lifehouse - Broken
James Blunt- I'll carry you home
Leona Lewis- Better in time
Mariah Carey - Bye Bye
Mariah Carey- We belong together
m2M- Crying
Jason Mraz- I'm yours

7 Words/Things I Always Use:
Words- sucks. haha. (according to Edmund), shit, what?, ok, hehe,.. aiks. HUH? ok, i'm blur. forget it.
Things- HP! (cannot live without) laptop, my teddies, my bolster, contact lenses, my pink comp mouse, my jacket.. hehe..

I tag...

Fern Yi
Ter Sern
Chia Ming
May Fang
Ern Wei

I smiled! Finally!

It's been awhile since I last smiled or laugh at something.

I just remembered a part from' Sex and the City'. When the main character got sorta ditched
on her wedding, she later asked her besties ,' When should I laugh again?' and they replied..
'When something really funny happens.' And it happened today!

Bryan, being a VERY supportive friend, decided to ask me to the movies with my old friends to
watch, 'Meet the Zohan' .(Taiping Central just opened and we assumed the cinema inside was going to be open too). We went there in vain. But it's OKAY, cause I went there purely for their company ..
I drove Josephine there. YAY! I can drive! We were stuck in a massive traffic jam though~.. Phew.
Song Hui , Bryan and Andrea met us there. We went Kenny Rodgers to eat but the service sucked and I ate chicken ASS! Okay, that got us all LAUGHING. I was wondering which part of the chicken was I chewing on cause the texture of the meat was so different!
Then Josephine asked me,' Do you know what are you eating? ' , and I was like, ' What?'.. SHIT man. haha...
I wana box Bryan cause he noticed but he wasn't sure and didn't want to spoil my appetite(as if).

Before my food came, we had to wait REALLY LONG. Guess what Bryan said? His theory was my chicken was still outside and they are catching it now and pulling off its feathers while the chicken is still alive.. Then have to cut throat .. and stuff like that..
Hey Bryan, too bad you had to go back before you hard work was paid off. I know you wanted my chicken wan, too bad Josephine had yr effort instead.

In conclusion, no matter how sad I am , I managed to smile! Thanks to accidentally eating chicken ass and listening to Bryan's theory.

Ps: I didn't smile cause I ate chicken ass kay. But cause I feel so stupid. And I deserved to be laughed at..
No offence to ppl who enjoy eating it k? I'm different. That's all. Different people like different things and dislike different things.

Friday, August 29, 2008

For my only

Here I am, staring blankly at my screen.
Trying to find a reason to smile.
No matter how much I cry, how much I try to convince myself I'm tough,
I just fall apart.

Here I am, reminiscing.
Trying to find a reason to let you go.
No matter how hard I try, the past we had was too amazing to be merely 'the past'.
I just feel lost.

Here I am, staring at your picture.
Trying to find a flaw in your features.
No matter how hard I try, I find myself falling for you all over again.
I'm missing you.

Here I am, typing frantically on my keyboard.
Trying to forget you.
No matter how fast I type, your image appears so vividly in my mind.
I can't live without you.

p/s: I love you. Always have, always will.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Leona Lewis- Better in time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

i never thought or imagined it could hurt like this..

Tuesday, August 26, 2008


You have to agree with me, everyone loves to be loved.

Love represents a range of emotions and experiences related to the senses of affection and sexual attraction. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. This diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.
(the above was quoted from wikipedia)

Love is something that no one can completely define but in my opinion,
the best definition of love is from the Bible. A verse I'm trying my very best to live by.
It goes,

1st Corinthians 13:4-8
Love is patient; love is kind; love is not envious or boastful or arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice in wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Love is a not merely a feeling but a series of actions. (action speaks louder than words).

I know I'm not perfect neither will I ever be. So tolerate me while I work on trying to inculcate that definition of love into my life =) I LOVE YOU!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

A problem faced by many, including me =)

Hey people, if you are struggling to lose weight to look fetch and fab, you're not alone kay.. Many people are spending a lot of time planning and trying to lose weight/fat.
I myself find it challenging and rather time consuming to do so. Here are a few tips you can follow and before you know it, you are actually losing weight! wow, right? There are some steps you should and should not do. Some myths that you need to get out of your mind.

p/s: When I mean weight, it means unhealthy weight. Not muscles =)

1. Don't weigh yourself like several times a day. It'll just kill you inside. Trust me. Our weight fluctuates from time to time. When your body decides to retain more water and you're suddenly 54 kg instead of 53, don't worry. Sometimes it
's just water or more undigested food that your body haven't said goodbye to.
It will also make you less motivated if you see your weight going up instead of down.

2. Don't ever skip meals, especially eating only ONE BIG meal a day. People, including me use to think that skipping meals would be the best and fastest way to lose weight. Honestly, it works! For awhile..
You skip breakfast, lunch and dinner, then you'll look slimmer at night, but trust me, it's only temporary. Plus, when you skip a meal, your body detects the change and it turns on the 'starvation mode' in your body. Therefore, it'll absorb as much nutrients it can as possible the next time you eat something. Eating small and frequent meals will bring about a good effect.

3.You MUST adapt good eating habits. Say goodbye to 'Nasi Lemak' or McD. For breakfast, try eating oats, anything high in fibre(whole grain stuff-> brans, muesli..etc). Drink low fat milk instead of full cream. For lunch, increase fibre intake and reduce carbohydrate intake, especially white rice. If possible, try changing to brown rice. It's good for your colon as well as your weight. Also, don't completely cut out fat from your diet. Good fats(which can be obtained from oilive oil, nuts) are essential for burning bad fat.

4. Don't snack on unhealthy stuff! I'm being sucha hypocrite by just saying this. haha..It's so hard to say bye bye to mars bars, rocky, chachos.. mmhm..
Those snacks contain more calories than you can imagine *faints.

5. Cut down on those sweet drinks. I tried that before. When I stopped drinking my 3 in 1 coffee, i actually lost weight! :D

6. For your sake, Exercise! It's not only great for your outer appearance but your heart as well. Just by losing fat, you reduce a great risk of getting hypertension, diabetes .. So many I can't being to list them out or I won't be able to stop.
Taking an evening walk like half an hour a day would do a lot. Don't underestimate walking. Oh yeah! To girls out there, shopping doesn't count ya.. Hehe. You should brisk walk. I'm sure you don't brisk walk while shopping right?
Exercising will increase your metabolic rate plus, you'll be happier cause exercising releases endorphine and endorphine makes you happy.

7. Do housework. Help your poor mum :) and without knowing it, you'll be helping youself too! It's a win win situation for you both!
You are losing weight and being active while your mum gets the rest she desperately needs.
For example, when you mop the floor, you have to bend down to squeeze the water from the mop and move right-left-front-back-roundandround many times.
You'll burn more fat than sitting down and watching tv.

8. Last but most importantly, have discipline to carry out even those few steps.
I'm sure you'll notice an improvement in your body shape. Hehe..

Some entertainment for you guys! Laugh all you want, but make sure you still get the last laugh kay? :D

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

A master piece by Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown~

For my fellow friends who have been reading my blog, I'm sorry for not updating.
Days have been tough and scary sometimes.
For everyone out there who is having a hard time, may it be bad results, a break up, an argument with your loved one or anything.. Keep pressing on cause the sun will shine in your life soon =)

This song goes to the one person that means everything to me.
(though you probably don't read my blog)

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe


No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air

[Chorus x2]

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air