Kiddy days were fun days..

'Dear God, please make me, BIG-ger!'
'Dear God, pwwweeesssee make me older faster. Then I can venture out and explore this world'.

Those were my prayers about 7-10 years ago. I always wanted to be bigger, both literally and figuratively. I wanted to be free! I wanted the freedom to do anything I want. Believing that the grass always looks and IS greener on the other side, I can now conclude that, the 'greener' grass has wilted when I've finally reached there'. Hehe.
When I've finally reached where I longed to be years ago, I want to go back and rewind my wish which would be, ' God, can you make time pass slower so that I can always be Your lil sweetheart? '



When I was young, my most significant worry was mummy's angry face when I did something terribly wrong (such as, eating more sweets than I should, climbing up a tree-tarzan-ish, I know and using too much soap to blow bubbles while bathing. )

Right now, there are so many worries bugging me. From studies, to University applications to friendship problems..

I wish I could go back to my safety zone ( my parents tender loving arms ). Though they still shower me with more love than I can demand for, it's different. Taking even one step to greater freedom demands so much energy and sacrifices.

I love where I am right now. I love my sweetheart, my family and my friends but somehow, I miss those carefree days.

Now that I'm already here, I just want to say I heart you to ALL the significant and gorgeous people who have painted my life to make it into such a complicating yet interesting piece of art.
I am who I am because of those who took the courage and time to pick up that paintbrush and painted my life with all the beautiful cccoooollllooouuurrrssssss !