You cut me open and I..

keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love.

That song kept playing in my head today ..

Don't be silent, cause I miss you.

A day like today don't come along often..

Woke up LATE, nearly MISSED the van and went to school in a BLUR. That's how I started my day.
Chemistry class was.. err err.. okay, we studied about electrochemistry.. All the writing half equations and crap...
After that, I went out for lunch with Yuen Yu, Wei Yee and Khai KIt. It was FUN! At least it made me like really happy and forget all the other hell that's been happening. hehe.

When we got back, we saw this ROMANTIC scene. Mable's car is a good kisser you know..
Look at the sweet couple dating under the hot sun. Got flowers some more.


Here's another snapshot. This babe of Mable is very nice to sit in. HEHE.

Pontenged 1 lecture today and guess what? Mable sent me back and I realized I locked myself out of my own apartment =.='
Now I'm begining to agree with my friends comments saying I'm forgetful and clumsy and etc etc. Cause now it's written all over my face. hehe.

My day continued with Edmunds birthday party. Here's the best part. Wei Jin , Marianne and Aiimie gave me a lift there and guess what? When they just arrived, Edmund also arrived as he was sending Douglas back from school today(HWAT?? OF ALL DAYS).. So Edmund kinda suspected something and approached WeiJin and asked"what are you doing here?" Everyone was lost for words and they finally said "Marianne wana pass Amy some notes" So she came out and pretended to pass me her bio notes" *Edmund fell for that. PHEW.

When we arrived at Northam beach, we had to play hide and seek with Edmund. That was hilarious. Wei Jin was like driving to avoid Edmund.

Anyway, when Edmund came, Ee Lyn and gang had prepared for him a SWEEEETTT suprise cake.. and guess what? I'm sure it made Edmund feel younger. HEHE. Wil tell you soon.


(some pictures i took at northam beach. not edited kay..) hehe
Alrighty. so here's whats so sweet. It was a power rangers cake! AWWW.

The cake was then put to good use =)
SMILE EDMUND!
oh ya,reminder: i can lend u pimple cream if u need * MUAHAHA

Anyway, going home made me kinda sad but thank God for Yuen yu. She means the world to me :)

Crap, crap and more crap =) heeehe

5 easy steps:
1) Put your music player on shuffle.
2) Press forward for each question
3) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4) With the answers, comment on how it relates to the question.
5) Tag your mates

How am I feeling today?
Usher-Love in this club
(what the heck? LOL)

Will I get far in life?
Florida and Tpain-Low
(what the heck,again)

How do my friends see me?
natalie Imbruglia-Torn
(mm, sometimes, when I'm being like so emo)

Will I get married?
taylor swift-teardrops on my guitar
(aww, means no?) haha

What is my best friend's theme song?
Britney-piece of me
(yeah right!)


How is my life going?
Amy winehouse-back to black.
mm, pretty much i guess

When can you get ahead of life?
beyonce-irreplaceable

What's the best thing about your friends?
carrie underwood-don't forget to remember me
(yeah babes) hehe

What song will they play at my funeral?
jordin sparks-no air
(there's no air in my coffin rite? :S)

How does the world see me?
mariah carey-touch my body

*okayOKAY, that didn't just sound wrong. it IS wrong. lol

How can I make myself happy?
celine dion-it's all coming back to me now
according to this song, it isnt suppose so make me happy

What should I do with my life?
shakira-hips don't lie

be a professional belly dancer! WHEE

Will I ever have children?
high sch musical2-gota go my own way


What song would you strip to?
chris brown-with you..
=.='

What does your mom think of you?
colbie caillat-realize

HAHA. she has always realize i'm adorable :) *tsktsk

What is your deep, dark secret?
hillsong-mighty to save

God is mighty to save and im sharing it with d world. not my deep secret. LOL


What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
celine dion-to love u more
*lols

What is your personality like?
jordin sparks-tattoo

*im so gorgeous that i'm inscripted on my friends heart like a TATTOO. HEHE



What song will be played at your wedding?
celine dion-taking chances

WHoo! we're taking a chance and a leap of faith dude~ hehe

Walk or stay?

So I got to say I TOTALLY flunked my AS exams. Okay, I'm exaggerating .. just a little.
BUT STILL.

Anyway, I'm going through a dilemma which I should have thought thoroughly before starting my hectic course at Disted.
Like many say, I'm not actually very academically inclined. I'm more of the kine static kind where I like to do things and move about. Mum's BIG idea was I should go into the American Degree Transfer program and start my Business degree of Mass com or something like that but me, being stubborn as usual wanted to try the Science stream(just in case I want to become Dr. Cameron in the making). In actual fact, I think I might actually fit in better being a businesswomen or a magazine editor(WOW, my dream).

At that point I was infatuated with Dr. Cameron's personality which drove me right into taking A-Levels Science. HAHA.Know who is she? She's the hot doctor from Dr. House the TV Series.
She was pretty, confident, smart and gorgeous AND SHE SAVES people! Heck, I know it's just all acting and glamour and all but.. still, I'm sure you agree that it does inspire us someway or another =)

Right now, I'm worried that if I continue my A levels, i might suffer when I enter University and start my business degree. But how can I leave? I'm already so attached to my great Penang friends. First I have to leave all my princesses in Taiping and now my darlings in Disted when I've just settled down?

I've been tagge :D

Can't believe I'm doing this before my trials. HAHA.
It's Edmund's fault kay.


INSTRUCTIONS
Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all. (you must be crazy to believe the blessing thing)

(I changed question 20)

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope. Well, crush maybe. Love is much deeper than what lies on the surface.

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you, and why?
My parents and siblings(count em as one-we're united)-the 4 of you ROCK!
Fern Yi-my long life buddy :) miss u girl.
Edmund- You finally made me laugh till i turn tomato red.

3.What place do you want to go the most?
Heaven!!!

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I want to fly :)

5. What do you feel like doing right now?
Dancing.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My beloveds.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
SHOPPING. shop for a new wardrobe (since i'm so simple now), a new handbag, and a CAR-aft getting my P :p

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Mm, dunnoe.

9.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Funny, understanding, kind.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
To cut the LONG list short, he has to love me truly, madly, deeply. Loves God. Loves helping others. Loves my family. Loves his family. Helpful. Kind... ETC ETC..
11. Which type of people do you hate the most?
Self-centered people.

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? A hug or a kiss?
BOTH. LOL.

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Mm, point it out of cause. In a dignified manner.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Besides the necessary, I would say my family.

15. Are you more afraid of failure or loss?
Equally I guess. Can't decide. Hehe.

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
My computer! Can't live without u.

17. If you had the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
The EMO side of me.

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
People who don't treat others right.

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
No. Then life would lose it's purpose.

20. Would you treat him or her differently if you found out that your best friend is a gay or lesbian?
Nope. I'll respect their decision and not condemn them :)

Ah Long

I know this sounds crazy but I've watched this movie twice and it's the first 18-above movie that I actually sneaked into :p

The first time was just before my seventeenth birthday with Yu Wei and his gang. It was fun!

Last night was my 2nd time with Yuen Yu, Jojo and Choy Hwa.
It's yuen yu's 2nd time too! So I guess I'm not the only insane one.

The movie is basically about this female ah long(happens to be the gang leader) who married a sissy guy out of desperation as her mum was nagging her about getting married and having kids.

The movie was hilarious and entertaining. I rate it 4 stars out of 5.

:)

No regrets.

MOMMY

Oh well, this is like a continuation from my previous post.

It's sad to say that many teenagers now don't have good relationships with their parents anymore.
As for me, my parents are the closest people I have(and my siblings of course).

They're the people I can relate to. The ones I turn to when I'm in trouble.
When I'm down, they are always there for me, regardless of when and where we are.

For my mum:

When I'm miles away from you, I begin to miss all the things I used to wish you would stop doing or saying.
:)
For example,
I miss it when you ask me to stop drinking too much coffee.
I miss it when you force me to go out to the garden to get some fresh air.
I miss it when you ask me to stop being so vain.
I miss it when you ask me to eat more veggies.
I miss it when you ask me to read the papers.
I miss it when you ask me not to hunch.

.. and the list goes on and on.

I can't believe time flies so fast. Another year and i'll turn 18 and i'll be officially legal and independent. No longer a mamma's girl.

My mum has got to be the ideal mum(to me).
She's dedicated, self sacrificing, cute, open-minded, gentle, mild-tempered..
She is one person who has the fruits of the spirit and she really believes in prayers.
She can spend hours just praying for her family.
How much more can I ask from her?
Appreciating her every moment in my life should be what I must start doing cause time with her is precious.

I'm really missing her right now, when I'm alone in this new place where I'm not under her tender-loving wings..

I love her.

For my mummy. I LOVE YOU.

18 years have come and gone
For momma they flew by
But for me they drug on and on
We were loading up that Chevy
Both tryin' not to cry
Momma kept on talking
Putting off good-bye
Then she took my hand and said
'Baby don't forget

Before you hit the highway
You better stop for gas
There's a 50 in the ashtray
In case you run short on cash
Here's a map and here's a Bible
If you ever lose your way

Just one more thing before you leave
Don't forget to remember me'

This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home
And those bills there on the counter
Keep telling me I'm on my own
And just like every Sunday I called momma up last night
And even when it's not, I tell her everything's alright
Before we hung up I said
'Hey momma, don't forget to tell my baby sister I'll see her in the fall
And tell mee-ma that I miss her
Yeah, I should give her a call
And make sure you tell Daddy that I'm still his little girl
Yeah, I still feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be
Don't forget to remember me'

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but
'Lord I feel so small sometimes in this big ol' place
Yeah, I know there are more important things,
But don't forget to remember me
But don't forget to remember me'